tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14617988371657125682011-10-31T11:02:18.068-07:00~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.comBlogger1011100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-77647409262985998282011-01-31T01:13:00.000-08:002011-01-31T01:29:03.857-08:00hey friend...<div><br /></div><div>yeah yeah yeah... </div><div>i can never smile when i talk to you...</div><div>your words are sharp....</div><div>never once have i managed to counter back wad u said...</div><div><br /></div><div> maybe yeah yeah yeah...</div><div><br /></div><div>i am at fault... just minutes ago... i realize my mistake...</div><div>and yeah yeah yeah...</div><div><br /></div><div>its always been my fault....</div><div><br /></div><div>yeah yeah yeah....</div><div>you are right in every way....</div><div><br /></div><div>i just cant be happy for a moment thinking of how u have changed because of just one incident???</div><div><br /></div><div>let me quote wad u said just now...</div><div>'</div><div>why must it be blunt? so that everyone can bully and take advantage of me again like they used too. <i>whatever lah, if u wan settle we settle . if not forget it'</i></div><div><br /></div><div>never once i imagined u treated our frindship just lik a rubbish... u can afford to simply throw it away just for a misunderstanding???</div><div>yeah, i admit, its my fault.. it really is, but your words, just proves that u never cherished our friendship at all...</div><div>haiz...</div><div><br /></div><div>'say im evil, i dun care. im not going to stay here anymore.life moves on and we really have to.i dont wanna hold on and get hurt.cuz in this world, its not all about you.'</div><div><br /></div><div>wow...those seriously hurts...i know we had quarreled and stuff. but yeah, how can we separate over this reason? maybe yeah, i am too childish to compete with you... i am just plain stupid... but i cant afford to lose a bestfriend lik you...</div><div>dont you think so???</div><div><br /></div><div>ending our talk with a single word.."fine"??</div><div><br /></div><div>hmmm... i aint sure of wad to do now.. i really aint sure.... but to answer you, </div><div>you selfish....</div><div>yeah... cuz you never think of wad other people feel... always thinking of how to make yourself feel better and dun bother about others...</div><div><br /></div><div>aint that selfish???</div><div><br /></div><div>and wad i said about putting yourself in others shoe, it totally for u..</div><div>i dunno if u had ever tried it, but it would totally help u to understand other ppl feeling better when you do that... come on la...</div><div><br /></div><div>i dun see a point throwing our friendship for a simple misunderstanding....</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7764740926298599828?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-73147573844306179242011-01-29T07:01:00.000-08:002011-01-29T07:07:59.308-08:00hey fren...<div><br /></div><div>THANKS ALOT FOR THAT GREAT POST OF YOURS... REALLY APPRECIATE YOU SHOWING ME YOUR IMPRESSION TOWARDS YOUR SO CALLED 'bestfriend'...</div><div><br /></div><div>thought im hurt, but yeah, since im just a waste of your time, than i got nothing to say...</div><div>AND YEAH! YOU WERE TOTALLY RIGHT! YOUR POST was harsh....but guess wad??? i know u dun care!!!!!!! HAHAHAAAAAAAAA! thats funny=)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">i can say nothing...</div><div style="text-align: center;"> its your life, you choice, your love, your problem and your time... </div><div style="text-align: center;">dun waste your time on me if u wan save time k?</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">oh ya..... all this???</div><div style="text-align: center;">hmmm..</div><div style="text-align: center;"> i guess, some friendship can change, some promises are meant to be broken....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b><i>just smile at me, once is enough to show that i am still your bestfriend or not la k?</i></b></span></div><div><br /><div><br /></div><div>your fren....</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7314757384430617924?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-10500995412074882162011-01-27T05:32:00.000-08:002011-01-27T05:41:13.373-08:00today....i shall post about how i had been treated by a great fren...<div><br /></div><div>firstly, i come to realise tthat, no one appreciates wad others do, they only think the negative side, never looked at the positive side of the things others did...</div><div><br /></div><div>wad wrong have i done this time???</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanted to help, and got ignored in return??? </div><div>ignored for wad???</div><div>i dunno???</div><div>it really hurts though, it really is...</div><div>never thought, for a guy, u are really willing to go so far....</div><div>i cant take it much longer...</div><div>i shall just keep quiet i guess?</div><div>hmmm...</div><div><br /></div><div>its up to u if u wanna talk or not la eh...</div><div>i really dunno wad to say now....</div><div>i cant understand ....</div><div>i really dont....</div><div><br /></div><div>text me if u come back to ur old self la k?</div><div>hope u read this....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>~mint~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1050099541207488216?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-46493112799936353622011-01-19T04:41:00.000-08:002011-01-19T04:53:03.850-08:00today.... will be a vlgar post, so dont read if u dun wan to...<div><br /></div><div>sibei lanjiao! u think u fking class leader u fking big ah??? think ppl will respect u for that mehk??? nabei cb! u think u smart??? so wad??? big deal la sei! ppl who are not smart is still better than u in every way la sei! u fking attitude so fking irritating! fker! need attetion go club la! thats wad u lik right! nabei cb! think u can boss ppl around just because of ur aggressiveness and ur screaming isit??? i cant find any reason why LCB let u have that position! sibei lanjiao!</div><div><br /></div><div>u wan be leader go other place la sei... dun treat me lik one dog and my frens also! u think they dun care than i wont also isit!! they dun care, thats their problem! i dun give a shit to wad they wan think... they wan be dog,just be, i will never let ppl treat me lik dogs! fking asshole! </div><div><br /></div><div>and also, think wad, i freaking kena kick out of cmc, i feel nothing mehk??!!! i cant forget all this pain for long long time la sei! bloody ass... teacher and her pets are all the same! stupid piece of shit! fker! think LCB mssg u, so wad! big deal la sehk! ONLY CMC CAN DISCUSS THING AH>????! CAN NEVER SUCCEED IN DOING ANYTHING LA SEI! fking piece of shit!so wad u cmc member! fking piece of shit la sei! i so gonna slap ur freaking face when u reach my limit ! think u got fren, u big ah>>>??? fk off la ! no one will ever lik u ar respect u la! </div><div><br /></div><div>get this stuck in that tiny brainless head of urs!!!!!! fking asshole!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>~190111~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4649311279993635362?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-82609896180122617532011-01-05T03:39:00.001-08:002011-01-05T03:58:37.930-08:00today will be short post!<br /><br />(about today's training)<br />i am so pissed right now ! wad the fuck had i done wrong to be embarassed at such state! what the hell sia! big rank so wad! need talk about law in school mehk! wad the hell! np go do ur np thing la sehk! i in charge my own thing , than fuck off! nabei cb! u so gonna get it from me!<br /><br /><div>(about dogs)</div><div>one thing hate most an=bout a bunch of dogs being together is when they copy each other and keep doing the same thing, even their fking hairstyle also wan be same... than their fking walking style also wan copy each other! than their fking talking also one follow each other! no sense of originality... all think they so big than walk with their hands swinging so high ah??? nabei cb la! u alot ppl walk together, can ah walk lik tat.... try walking alone lik tat la sehk! cb! i bloody swing to ur face than u know!</div><div>u chinese go do your chinese thing la! stop being such a loner sticking with chinese ppl when they dun even give a damn about u! fking dogs!</div><div><br /></div><div>i starting dun to care about wad ppl think of how i feel about this dogs sia...maybe cuz i cant control thier life wad... wad they wan think of me think la...</div><div>their fren also, so ur choice ah who u wan be with... maybe those dogs have some good thing that others lik, but almost everyone dun lik them, so why lik dogs tat are behaving lik a seriously wild dogs??? think la sei, go think hard!</div><div><br /></div><div>(about my feelings recently)</div><div>hate it when i get worked up when i keep thinking about those i cared for ,.seems lik they never appreciate... but haiz...i really cant do anything,they really should deserve better. maybe i am not just the right person to tell them about their life??? ah... i dunno ah....</div><div><br /></div><div>and hmmm.... only because of u, i just keep feeling uneasy, feeling so heartbroken with some words, maybe yeah i am sensitive and emotinal, but yeah, its always for one reason, u are a fren that i really cant afford to lose... how i wish u could reallly understand that...</div><div><br /></div><div>ahhh! whatever la! </div><div><br /></div><div>GO DIE GO DIE GO DIE !!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>if only ........ </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>~mint~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8260989618012261753?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-45030451146213038052010-11-19T22:11:00.000-08:002010-11-19T22:33:07.694-08:00sometimes.... someday.... somehow.... people should really realize how stupid their actions really are.... sometimes, its so stupid because it really attracts my attention... reason??? its happening right before my eyes???<div><br /></div><div>someday.... they should just know that life is not just getting attention from people around,life, is not just about letting people do wad they want to you.... somehow.... you should really know yourself that, if you do like that somebody, you should'nt be giving him/her any chance to get close to you physically...</div><div><br /></div><div>ain't that how everyone should be thinking ? maybe sometimes people think, that to win a person heart, you have to give them what they wants??? must people think like that in order to be in love???</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe some yes and some no i guess??? but yeah...in some cases, people are just so stupid to realize all this i guess???</div><div><br /></div><div>naaah.... suddenly realise like its totally a waste of time talking about all these....</div><div><br /></div><div>you know yourself the best my friend.... its the best for you to stop thinking of all these???</div><div>its best for you to know who he really is???</div><div>and maybe yeah, i got no right to say, but as a friend, its the best that i tell u these...</div><div>and also, u should not go through wad you have went through???</div><div>because a person like you deserve a better partner???</div><div>think it through.... think again....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>love may be blind,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>love may be deaf, </i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>love might not be what you think it is,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>because love my friend,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i> might build some bad memories in your life that u will forever regret...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>think it through...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>think again...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>do you really deserve a person like that???</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>OR DO YOU DESERVE A BETTER ONE ???</i></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4503045114621303805?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-64973930260309781092010-11-12T06:11:00.001-08:002010-11-12T06:22:59.496-08:00hey hey........<div><br /></div><div>firstly.... my precious darling is away in taiwan.... didn really got a great night yesterday....tossed and turn so badly...feeling so miserable....thingking of her non stop....ahhh!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!! come back now!!!!!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>secondly....school was not that great i guess??? bbq plan was going smoothly with the class and teachers, but aint fun with some frens... and yeah... being in a situation that put u right smack in the middle of two important frinds in class aint that great.... u will have a freakingly hard time thinking hard... but yeah... i wondered if my choice was the right one or wrong... cuz on one hand, one fren is happy, and the other, is feeling very miserable... hmmm ...yeah.... cant really know wad is happening around this small world...but yeah.... i guess, both are feeling better now??? i guess???</div><div><br /></div><div>thirdly... booster programme is over .... kinda regret not studying for these past few weeks...but guess wad.... i made a goal for myself....after hearing some ppl talking about thier future in class just now, and how much points they are aiming for, i guess i really have to start studying now.... and ireally mean NOW!!!! but i shall start next week i guess... i need some break from life too... these 6 days... will really make me think wad life is without having someone u really love by ur side for 24/7....</div><div><br /></div><div>haiz..... I JUST MISS U SO SO MUCH!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>okay..... </div><div><br /></div><div>lastly...i kinda wanna buy my basketball shoe , but i also wan i touch..... BUT! where do i get the money??? haha... i should start begging my sister for one of these... i really dunno which one to buy..... make a choice for me!!!! haha....</div><div><br /></div><div>so thats all for today ....</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>my darling, you left me for only days, and i am feeling so miserable ....</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>i really dun lik this feeling....</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>I AM MISSING YOU SO SO MUCH!</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>when u called, your voice was lik the sweetest voice that i had ever heard....</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>hmmm....</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>i just miss u! i miss your smile! your smile! ahhh!!!!!!</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!!!</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i> </i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>I LOVE YOU......</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6497393026030978109?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-75057100054977459042010-10-28T06:05:00.000-07:002010-10-28T06:09:00.703-07:00hey hey...<div>today get result... got it.... not that bad ba... was expecting something hurtful, but yeah, its not that bad...</div><div><br /></div><div>and yeah... no mood today... hmmmm</div><div><br /></div><div>told mum about result, she aint happy with that lan jiao bin, cuz she never gave me recognition poitns for being the class chair for awhile...she reminnded me of painful memories, hmmm, making me no mood... so thats all for today, next time will update more...</div><div><br /></div><div>and i guess.... BASKETBALL SHOES! HERE I COME!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7505710005497745904?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-16656941339168996292010-10-20T07:35:00.000-07:002010-10-20T08:16:11.351-07:00hey hey...<div><br /></div><div>back again....</div><div>today, my beautiful darling never come school!!! hmph! pangsei me! hehe...was missing her very allot the whole day, glad i got my rubiks and psp along=)</div><div><br /></div><div>lets start....</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li>walked to school,...</li><li>read newspaper...</li><li>regine lied to me!</li><li>went for 1 round of mass run...</li><li>english, failed both my paper 1...</li><li>ss, freaking bored, played psp with frens...</li><li>recess, ate with chinese boys since my best frens were busy....</li><li>physics was boring...criscillia was freaking fierce sia! keep scolding teacher! =)</li><li>geography, fun as usual...</li><li>DEEPARAYA concert was hilarious! sat with a bunc of joker! had great fun watching and critisizing!</li><li>lectured by lan jiao bin....</li><li>bla bla bla...</li><li>mother tongue, came late with hammy, was scared, but nothing happened...</li><li>got an A2 for mt i think???</li><li>i really felt that i could have done better...i think i topped my own mt class! =)</li><li>school end, went to eat with jack and richard, along with the chobu dancer...</li><li>mummy joined as well, had fun eating and chatting....</li><li>went for auto desk, freaking hell, sitting opp a person whom u dun wish to talk to is tough, u wanna ask Q , but hold it to urself, cuz i juz dun wanna give in to ppl lik her! freakin hell!</li><li>gave up and walked away....</li><li>went home with yan ling.,, went home change,</li><li>went to CWP to meet 6I frens! omg!</li><li>ate at seoul garden... had so much fun eating after so long waiting for our leader and other frens...</li><li>ate and talked crap, joke and got ourselves entertained...</li><li>ate super alot, till our stomach full, i think my face is filled in their camera, i wanted to be in so they wouldn forget me in future...</li><li>before heading home, we took super alot pictures!!!! fun fun fun!</li><li>got home, realised that theresa, did a super touchhing gift for me, i appreciate being her fren so much, ...no words can describe her....</li><li>reached hom and now bloggin...</li></ol><div><br /></div></div><div>and hey, good old frens really bring joy to you, they teach u new things, their newly built charachter after 3 years of secondary school, makes me ponder that ppl could really change so much in both thier emotional and physical self, some change for the better, and some do not...pity those whom did not turn for the best, but cheerish those around you whom had been cherishing you all along....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">maybe frens are important...</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">depends on which frens u are referring to....</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">frens are hose whom be by ur side when u are down ...</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">they are the one whom make u feel cherished and needed, </span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">u feel secure being around them...</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">thought some unhappiness...</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">juz believe this</span></i>,</div><div><br /></div><div> <i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">IN EVERY PROBLEMS HAPPENING IN A RELATIONSHIP, IT BRINGS PPL CLOSER TO EACH OTHER MORE THAN EXPECTED=)</span></b></i></div><div><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></b></i></div><div><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></b></i></div><div><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">LOVE U GUYS!</span></b></i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1665694133916899629?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-60688733768001242192010-10-18T07:18:00.000-07:002010-10-18T07:48:05.099-07:00hey hey....<div><br /></div><div>update about today....</div><div><br /></div><div>hmmm yeah.... started the day quite well, passed two papers...quite happy ba....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hmmm....pe....bla bla bla....</div><div><br /></div><div>was pissed with the way ppl play the new sport, pissed my teammates of and we played rough and make them lik a dog...HAHA...</div><div><br /></div><div>was pissed with some ppl in class too though ,</div><div>and hey, KNOW THIS, when ppl talk to u, u not happy juz say, dun bloody hell give me a fucking face! good enough tat i talked ..FUCKER! treat u as fren, u treat me lik garbage! go to your LAN JIAO BIN AND YOUR DOG FRENS LA!</div><div>fucking attitude...pissed me off the whole day...F u F u!.... think u smart u wad? god ah? F la oi...lan jiao! Fkin PISS ME OFF WITH THAT FUCKING ATITUDE! cb! treat u lik fren u treat me lik outsider...u are no differen thn all the other dogs la sei... Fker, act lik u know ppl feeling when kena kick out of cmc, LAN JIAO LA! u not god! i dun forget things easily la NABEI! F u!freakin piss me off...thinking back of the times when i was LB dog, i was treated equally, now? treated lik a Fkin thrash.... ending this, i am so not going to bloody tlak to you since u want it that weay.BLOODY COCKSTER! LANJIO BIN DOG AH! GO FOLLOW her till u kena throw lik a wet puppy la! F F F F F F F F F !!!!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>okay...done with that...WOW! i felt so much better....</div><div><br /></div><div>and hey, today, got a present for my gay partner... SNSD PICTURE AND TIFFANY BADGE! omg! he so made me happy! hehe...thanks my bro....marjorie gave me a CARE BEAR and a DRAWING and a LETTER! thanks to her, i now know that there is a girl carebear!!!! OMG!!!</div><div>thanks...</div><div><br /></div><div>my queen, hmmm.... what she gave eh...... hehe... naah! she gave me present everyday of my life! always doing something different! she shocked me with this blackbook of her....... shall not elaborate on it...hehe.... thanks alot my beautiful....</div><div><br /></div><div>today, dnt, was freaking freak! stupid autoodesk, make me stuck for the whole 3 hours of my life!i decide to draw! instead of depending on technology!hope teacher allow me to do so! haiz.....</div><div><br /></div><div>and yeah...my results are very poor, i realised that the effort i put in this year was still not enough for me to not get the lowest in class...but yeah...i shall learn from my bro shahrul...NEVER GIVE UP!</div><div><br /></div><div>shall give my best for the upcoming lessons!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">i love u my queen of all pigs! muackz! </span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">if not because of u, my life would be as beautiful as it is now,</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">if not because of u, i would have become a totally different person... </span></i></div><div><br /></div><div>thanks!</div><div>i LOVE u....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6068873376800124219?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-11610575245419723252010-10-18T06:58:00.001-07:002010-10-18T07:10:36.846-07:00<div>hey hey... </div><div><br /></div><div>was bored to death yesterday and had no mood to blogg about my own birthday... </div><div><br /></div><div>as expected, a birthday on sunday never bring joy to anyone... actually it could, but no one asked me out... so had to stone at home with freakin family and thier crap...</div><div><br /></div><div>lets start from morning....</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li>woke up and went out for breakfast at a shop in sembawang with parents....(its always boring)</li><li>reached home, asked for present, and they said that the breakfast was my present....LOLZZZ</li><li>stoned at home, restless, keep checking hp for msg's....</li><li>1pm.... quarreled with mum and sia, haiz....wad the!....stoned....</li><li>regine,khai and darling msg me since morning...made me smile...</li><li>went to play ball at a nearby court....</li><li>tired, rested, went out to eat with family at sembawang again...different pllace though...</li><li>wasn full, was not happy,...</li><li>got home, realise that teenagers should celebrate their bdae cuz it will be a memorable day for them ..they wouldn celebrate much when they grow older....</li></ol><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ok....that was all...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>last but not least....</div><div><ul><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">thanks darling for being the first to wish, for the sweetest wish ever...</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">thanks theresa for always being on time for your great bestfriend for life wishes...</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">thanks mummy khai for being a few seconds later...ur wish was awesome....</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">thanks ppl for wishing me via FB....didn expect that much....=)</span></li></ul><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">thanks for everything ppl!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1161057524541972325?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-67150698174982190882010-10-15T09:03:00.000-07:002010-10-15T09:23:43.908-07:00TODAY WAS SO SO SO GREAT, FUN , EXCITING, HAPPY, GREAT, MEMORABLE, BEST, EXCELLENT AND GREAAAAAT DATING WITH MY DARLING!!!!!!!<div><br /></div><div>omg...it was so so so fun going around with my beautiful alone...had so much fun walking with each other...its so so great!! omg!!!!! she brought me to places i dun even know!!! bought me thing i had always wanted, gave me the best treatment ever!!!!!!! muacks!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>today......</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li>woke up and asked hammy to go prayer, he never go, so i went with bro in law...</li><li>came back home,, got changerd, went to meet ling ling at CWP... was so so so excited...</li><li>reached, she looked so so pretty! omg! didn recognise her at first till she smiled at me...</li><li>took mrt to somerset...</li><li>walked and look look at shops for my shoe...</li><li>went out, she brought me t this high building....OMG! its freaking high!!! the view was great! i was soo soo happi! hehe....</li><li>walked to ION....</li><li>reached, she bouth me a supe scrumptious ice cream! omg! its so so freaking nice! </li><li>eat and walked till we reach burger king, ate lunch, talked talked....</li><li>went off to the sports shop to see shoes...</li><li>went to uni qluo, she picked for me a super nice jacket!!! paid, and off we go!</li><li>reached cwp again! went to seee shoe, but naaah, over budget, she went dunno where.... and came back with a cake ! omg!</li><li>sent her home, and we ate the cake! she's so sweet and CUTE! ah!!!! i miss you!!!!!!!!</li><li>walked home... bath and neeed help mum with her cooking busines...</li></ol><div><br /></div>i think im gonna sleep late today... need help family with cooking...haiz.... ITS SO FUN TODAY! </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">P.s:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>its so fun going out with you,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>its so fun having you for myself,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i> its so fun holding your hand,</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>its the best when i see you smile...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you're so beautifuuuuul...</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >so damn beautifuuuul....</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you're so beautiful beautiful beautiful....</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you're so beautiful....</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you are the greatest gift i would ever get,</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you are the best gift in my life,</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you are one, that no one will ever get,</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you are the present that i had always wanted....</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >believe me, i dun expect any gift from you =)</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >you're already the greatest gift,</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >everyday of my life, talking to you, had been the greatest too...</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >i love you, thats all i do, </span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >i know u too, and its all that you should do...</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" > </span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" > love you my precious, thanks for the best memories you build in me,thanks for changing me, </span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >thanks for loving me! I LOVE YOU FOREVER!! </span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></div><div><ol><li><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></li></ol></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6715069817498219088?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-57059468103622158012010-09-28T06:18:00.000-07:002010-09-28T06:36:50.124-07:00hey hey...not been updating lately...was thinking of my moley and math for the past few few days....and i heard that MUM didn want to update her blog nor on her com...but in the end, she complain! doesnt tat show that she did turn on her com!!!!!!<div><br /></div><div>first and for most, this few days had been quite great...study a bit here and there past midnight...and yeah... a bit sleepy liao....</div><div>here's wad happened today=)</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li>reached school and passed ling ling SNSD badge...she wad surprised=)</li><li>physics lesson quite fun...1 period only....</li><li>math lesson...i think got nagged by LB....most of the ppl in class...</li><li>dnt...was very dry ...cold.... alot of words...</li><li>chemistry...was fun..talked in class while doing correction...</li><li>english.... got into class, got pissed by teacher for talking so rudely to me...before that got cmc members command me to sit lik a dog...</li><li>went to detention as teacher gave me a choice to stay or sit outside class...</li><li>i went out and sat outside, she told chairman to send me to RTC...i went down willingly...</li><li>got lectured by MAZLAN>....LOLZ....</li><li>finished up eng summary in RTC...was so peaceful there....</li><li>TEACHER came to RTC and wrote her statement...</li><li>after school...went to find her...</li><li>since i felt bad...i apologised to her and realise, she is very sweet and kind...regretted alot of things...</li><li>went to class...ENG remedial with teacher...had fun at the same time....</li><li>went home with ling ling....</li><li>rested awhile at home....</li><li>studied for 2h from 7....</li></ol>now very tired....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>elaborating on point 6 and 7.... got back to class from chem...teacher was not in class. i was bloody hell sure miss angie changed my place yesterday...</div><div>and i went to tat place, talked to cocoa, and decided not to change, go tho the pllace where i am supposed to be seated in english class....during tat time, teacher was outside of the clas... both the CMC member in front of class... both commanded me to sit... i was lik... F*** i ur dog ah! i shouteed at chairman.... as i was pissed, they think they CMC can command ppl around mehk...LOLZ! dream on! attitude teacher in class as she was freaking rude with the words she used on me....</div><div>i was lying on my table while reading my passage....than teacher gave me a choice, if i wnat sleep, go and sit outside class...so i did... i slammed my chair, took my things, went out of class...bloody hell pissed,not everyone can tahamn all thier anger...LOLZ...got a pink slip, i straight took it and went down...LOLZ... LECTURED!!!!!!! ah! hate it=)</div><div><br /></div><div>now everything solved...omg...so tired!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>~muhaimin~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5705946810362215801?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-46072762888852870732010-09-17T06:30:00.001-07:002010-09-17T07:20:33.398-07:00<blockquote></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote>hey hey...didn blog on incidents happened yesterday, and really feel like i should have blogged it ... so...will update in point form yeah=)<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>before that...two quotes gotten from yesterday....</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">"perangai attitude sak, kao pernah pegi spec course perh?"</div><div style="text-align: center;">"address....1,2,3,4,5 of us as staff...u know why???"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><ol><li style="text-align: left;">lessons as per normal....had fun and laughter....blablabla...</li><li style="text-align: left;">dnt was seriously hard....cant understand wad they want with the programme...</li><li style="text-align: left;">end school, went to eat rice with Luqman &amp; Tok Hui Min...was super full...</li><li style="text-align: left;">ling came and accompanied her eat, got some of her juniors keep staring, dunno why... </li><li style="text-align: left;">went back to class, along the way , saw rui quan with miss angie, joined them to go through their corrections....</li><li style="text-align: left;">dragged time till 3 plus, and i went off for ca... </li><li style="text-align: left;">red and white landyard could be seen from far...LOLZ AHHH....</li><li style="text-align: left;">bla bla bla....</li><li style="text-align: left;">had quite some fun....</li><li style="text-align: left;">bloody hell higher rank ppl bloody hell arrogant, think they were too great and other ppl have no right to say anything...</li><li style="text-align: left;">and yeah, as expected, i got this sentence after one of them said things about the juniors going for the same course in future and bla bla.... "perangai attitude sak, kao pernah pegi spec course perh?"</li><li style="text-align: left;">was so freaking pissed off than,but naaah, no use wasting my breath...they think they great, let them be, i nothing also...LOLZ AHHH.....BOJI ppl=)</li><li style="text-align: left;">bla bla bla....</li><li style="text-align: left;">end of cca... heard this sentence.... "address....1,2,3,4,5 of us as staff...u know why???"</li><li style="text-align: left;">lolzzzz.....went back home with ling ling.... </li><li style="text-align: left;">went home....</li><li style="text-align: left;">reached home, did usual stuffs, as fell asleep while sitting with my back lying on the wall...</li></ol><div style="text-align: center;">this was thursday.....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">FRIDAY</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><ol><li>went to school...</li><li>panicking during math lesson...new topic was seriously not going through my brain at all...</li><li>had mother tongue...did some roaming around thing....</li><li>recess...ate 'pau' with MUM and ♥ling ling♥ and Heikal...</li><li>chemistry,OMG i was freaking freaked sia...i really cant do moley...</li><li>chem test postponed cuz most of them haven learn most of the thing...</li><li>after thaat, got math test on 3D trigo...i feel i can pass it ...but naaah...see how it goes ba...</li><li>after scool....was quite fun...waited for shermaine...and accompanied MUM go eat...</li><li>bought MUM food...rice...and she never finish it...</li><li>had quite some fun with her la...been quite some time since we chatted alone...haha</li><li>waited for ling ling along with Chiamy , Wen Wen and Jocelyn...had some talk and fun la...</li><li>Wen Wen nowadays are getting more cheerful...its good....</li><li>♥ling♥ and Mar came down....</li><li>went to cwp...bought movie tickets....and yeah...before tat...all were super confused of wad show to watch...</li><li>but yeah...in the end , all of us had fun i think....haha</li><li>end of show...all were shivering, especially me!!! omg ...freaking cold...</li><li>went off to take pictures...its very fun!but its a waste we did not manage to sepnd time longer with each other...</li><li>went home with ♥ling ling♥....</li><li>went to tekong to play ball...</li><li>talked to frens...learnt alot=)</li><li>went home...</li><li>do usual things...</li><li>make my own food..new invention today !!! yummy! </li></ol><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">THE END</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">yeah...from some of this things, learned more about ppl around us and hmmm, more about frens....</div><div style="text-align: left;">sometimes life is fun when spending time with frens tat keep u happy and especially if u have someone u love being with u always...=)</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">hope more time could be shared among ppl we lik, ppl who cares for us and ppl whom we place in their heart....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">~mint~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><ol><li> </li></ol></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4607276288885287073?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-67655716030856554592010-09-15T06:01:00.001-07:002010-09-15T06:29:06.497-07:00hey hey...<div>back....</div><div><br /></div><div><ol><li>massed run in the morning with pain in my knee</li><li>went back to class, sweating lik hell,had english lesson</li><li>miss ATM keep making jokes,hit my back and pinched me</li><li>ss was fun, saw the demon's face outside my class...</li><li>his face pissed me off!</li><li>recess...was super hungry, gave darling her gift, she seemed so so happy, i am too!!!</li><li>was starving, went back to class, smiley bought me food...</li><li>geog was fun, we learned korean words and shouted the words out so much!!!</li><li>(eg;BOJI,JAJI,gnuenamseyo....)something lik tat...</li><li>halfway through class, iz went off for diver's course...freaking helll...that freaking demon is such a F*****...freaking hell bias, sellfish, F*****!!!! bloody hell...his bloody F****** sons of malay's also....(<span class="Apple-style-span" >sometimes it hurts, sometimes wad's shared was memories, sometimes memories are just so hurtful</span>)</li><li>was not in the mood for 5 mins, 33v3 let me listen korean songs, quite nice...</li><li>physics...lab session, fun, did the things with 'ah li'...did it quiet easily and funnily...fun la....</li><li>went back for math...another B**** teacher...</li><li>got 3Dtrigo results(passed) =) did some work...</li><li>mother tongue, went through paper...(the class was somehow less noisier without those idiots)</li><li>went to eat with darling!!! yummy yummy!!naaah...not that full...hehe..rush back to class for remedial lesson....</li><li>chem class was freaking confusing!</li><li>MOLES MOLES MOLES!!! lucky i understand a bit....</li><li>end of lesson, went to class, pack baggy, and of to meet darling....</li><li>sent her home!!! went for tuition!!! </li><li>void deck was freaking packed with heavy smokers! some i knew,and my teacher was great!1! she can teach in such environment!! not bad! i managed to understand everything also !!! i think>??? </li><li>went home, reached home,told mum somethings...sis heard....kena one bloody hell of freaking things that i never expected....haha.</li></ol><div><br /></div></div><div>basically...this is all for today...and yeah...why its bulletted? cuz my <span class="Apple-style-span" >MUMMY</span> told me teachers told u to tak down notes, write in bullet points if dun wan type too long...so this is my first try...hhaha...right <span class="Apple-style-span" >mummy khairunisah</span>???</div><div><br /></div><div>and yeah....from title, got it from mdm sung's speech, it came to me few minutes ago....</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>angry/anger is just a feeling,</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>its a test for you,</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>you fail if u are still feeling angry,</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>you passed when u had overcome it....</i></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>mint - 22<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">points</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>something lik that....</div><div>kk...tc!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6765571603085655459?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-29126915668948331122010-09-10T09:52:00.001-07:002010-09-10T10:09:11.767-07:00sometimes wad we forced ourselves to forget, it will eventually hunt us back more painfully...<div><br /></div><div>all i wanted was to help, all i wanted was to be regarded as a fren...</div><div>all i ever wanted was for ppl to accept a guy whom is stupid, not wad they thouhgt i am and treat me lik how they used to...</div><div>it hurts to be treated differently from the past...</div><div>some shared memories are perished cuz of a simple thing....</div><div>naaah,they never know wad it feels lik...</div><div>naaah...maybe its really my fault...</div><div>it me who landed myself in this state...</div><div>i really should be sad, angry plus hyrt...</div><div>i really should hate them...</div><div><br /></div><div>but i just cant leave the one i treated lik a brother alone...</div><div>though i am nothing of that sort to him...</div><div>yeah....it sure hurts as he was lik the secobnd guy in life that i really treasured most...</div><div>now, he is gone with life...looking down on me as well as the others...</div><div>yeah , i should feel this way,but its juz hard you see...</div><div>i just cant bear that how could i let myself accept someone so easily and lettingmyself getting hurt agian...</div><div>maybe yeah i admire his mindset...</div><div>yeah he is a great person....</div><div>but its hard to befriend with a guy whom ha alot in his mind and allways wanting to do thiings with onli the person he needs to be around him....</div><div><br /></div><div>naaah....i can put this aside, but maybe not his problems...</div><div>maybe, my help aint much help to him at all...</div><div>but yeah...a simple act of kindness...</div><div><br /></div><div>hmmm....lead my night to a whole new suffering...</div><div>WTH! i lead myself to all this crap again...but....</div><div>haiz...my night...my peaceful night...turned out to be a miserable one...</div><div><br /></div><div>3 way conversation on msn might be cool...</div><div>its tiring...its painful...</div><div>its painful ewhen u are in it, but u are treated invincible...</div><div>naaah...hate this feeling... </div><div>hates this kinda ppl...</div><div><br /></div><div>fren fren la...but pain is pain la k....</div><div>bloddy piece of crap teacher! she led my life to this mess!!! </div><div><br /></div><div>A WHOLE NEW SUFFERING FOR THE ENDING OF SEC3 CHAPTER....</div><div><br /></div><div>mother piece of crap...i hate hypocrites lik u guys!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>if oni i could.........</div><div>haiz....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>thanks my love...make me smile!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>mint</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2912691566894833112?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-4787949343438053492010-09-06T13:18:00.000-07:002010-09-06T13:20:59.127-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XBweyfmHWOo/TIVMvo7UJQI/AAAAAAAAAC8/-G2RTeacmLc/s1600/Thu+Jul+01+15-55-34-horz.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 161px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XBweyfmHWOo/TIVMvo7UJQI/AAAAAAAAAC8/-G2RTeacmLc/s200/Thu+Jul+01+15-55-34-horz.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5513897700108805378" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Hellu (:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;">Abang Min ! Done editing your blog with your fav. colour pink :D Not nice tell adeq . I will redodo it again till you say its nice okay (:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-478794934343805349?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-72369508806865642402010-09-02T05:16:00.001-07:002010-09-02T05:50:43.171-07:00hey yeah... back again.....<br /><br />few days passed...as usual, life in school still the same, other than being with ling ling!!! hmmm...problems fades when i am with her, problems gone when i talk to her... yeah...kinda painful feeling now in school nowadays,...<br /><br /><br />today... wad sparked my day was when coco asked me if i hated the CMC members...yeah... didn know how she come up with that, but yeah, i certainly forgotten that i had a post on this topic once....i thought it was a dream, but i realise i really did post it...haha...yeah, it not that i hate, its juz painful, she cant know how i feel, none of them will ever know the feeling as firstly, they are freakin smart ppl, freaking teachers dogs, freaking no life ppl, freaking good ppl in the teachers eyes, maybe yaaaah... i am the opposite of all those, at least, i am enjoying life till i got sacked off from my position in class....now, im juz a piece of crap in class, and yeah, try feeling the feeling that ppl are talking in front of u, and u once were in that conversation too... now, u are not in it, u are just being ignored...is tat pain or sadness that u are feeling??? try imagine...<br /><br />this kinda feeling... not everyone knows how to handle it. not everyone will feel it now...seriously, try to know the feeling and u will know wad life is really lik being a stupid guy and being a person whom is being damned by many others...it aitn great having this feeling.... it aint great having this kinda ppl around u in class... it is all pain... and i still cant believe those whom once labelled me as fren, now treats me lik a piece of crap shit ... never loking me up for anything lik once they used too...looking back at this memories, hurts, as it was once sweet as we had fun doing things together,.... and yeahhh... now, sec 3e4 is juz another thing, putting up misery in my life..... lol!!!!!!!!! CRAP SHIT NI DE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />oooh yeah.... ncc.....that bloody living porky guy is soo damn rude to his other frens, i was so angry that he treat others lik dg and shouted lik the other guy was his son... wait for his return from his senior spec, and we'll see wad he shall get from me....bloody porky,....i grill u till u die than u know..... and omg.... i keep thinking that those going for this course are FARIZ TAJULARUS dogs....cuz he hate me and i hate him, i can t be one of his...omg...how tough can school be....<br /><br />NI DE MAMA LA PORKY!!!!!!!<br /><br />hehe<br /><br /><br />mint yiemba<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7236950880686564240?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-41960672282792859602010-08-30T06:49:00.000-07:002010-08-30T07:23:08.328-07:00hey hey...<br /><br />today, as a ___________ day...haha<br />dun think negative, it can mean alot of things=)<br /><br />started the day with geog, followed by english lesson which our favourite teacher never come, and did my wok and irritate the rest at the same time. sat with jack, and while irritating ppl, the most irritating guy was chairman, he think he got place in the cmc, he big, so i fight back wad he say, and in the end, i still managed to complete task given faster than him... arrogant guy... lesson followed on with PE...ran two laps, lead the round as malays didn an to run , ran alone, and played totuch rugby after that, its freaking hard!!! with the stupid rules!!!!!!!HAHAHA<br /><br />went for recess, met darling, she was busy talking with her counsellors, so didnt wan to disturb...recess over, math class, we had to walk around school to look at the better classes behaviour, it was sleepy to be honest, as 3E4 this year is a mix of good and evil ppl=)...hehe<br /><br /><br />hmmm...yeah...and got my math test result before going for ncc...result was terrible, and went for ncc...in bus, the song was terrible, i clapped throughout the journey till my hand was red...wasted time there and prayed there, went there to enjoy the rain and breeze, no shooting was done due to heavy rain...<br /><br />and hey....learnt some great lesson today too....<br /><br />not just today...its been long since i noticed....<br /><br />humans,they onli pick wad they lik and they throw away wad they dun lik,they can ignore the things they dun want and can praise the whole world for the things they lik...most of the time ppl dun care about others, most are born self-centred, ignoring their surroundings and not caring for wad hurt they might have caused to others, it is pitiful to see ppl suffering from these evil feelings, and its pitiful to know that such ppl exist in the world and doing nothing about it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4196067228279285960?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-33715491492389119262010-08-26T07:21:00.001-07:002010-08-26T07:30:49.000-07:00hey...so long never update...<br />STUPID!!!!<br /><br />haha<br />common test over already, failed few subs, passed few subs....hmmm...not a good sign...yeah, quarreled with dnt teacher, still waiting for a sorry from him....long story....life been great and bad...great cuz my girl girl very smiley and lovely...keep making me g=forget my probs.... LOVE HER LOTS!!!<br /><br />and yeah....some good and bad news for me...hahaha...<br />I GOT SACKED FROM BEING A VICE-CHAIRMAN....haha, basically bescause of my attitude, which i know i had been improving on=) and basically, wad the teacher tried to tell me was, i was TOO STUPID TO BE A VICE CHAIRMAN of her class...what do u think i felt? my fault for not studying? my fault for having a house cramped with ppl? my fault cuz i need to wait till very late at night than can study??? haha... stupid dumbo teacher, knows nothing about my life, talks lik she gave birth to me...haha...lucky she my idol, if not....haiyo...give up liao....<br /><br />and yeah, lik normal ppl would feel, feel sad, stupid bla bla bla...haha...but yeah...why do ppl make things more worst? does having a position means you can be fren with the person, and no position in class, u can treat them lik a piece of thrash? just because u are a teachers dog, u think u can control others life by forcing? watch me retalliate slowly ppl, i gonna make ur life horrible for making me feel so hurt this part of the year....PAIN PAIN PAIN...haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3371549149238911926?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-19782960164119552602010-08-14T09:02:00.001-07:002010-08-14T09:06:47.725-07:00hey bloggy, i miss you so much..sorry i had not been updating...i have been busy with scool and life...i hope u miss me tooo...now i got my com back, i try to update this blog for you...somehow...when opened this blog, alot memories flashed through my mind... painfull memories and beautiful memories too...hmmm... i want to give you a make over, but now is not the time... wait till i am really free k....take care bloggy...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~mint~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1978296016411955260?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-87178323996487561852010-03-15T02:16:00.000-07:002010-03-15T02:24:18.119-07:00hey hey... <br />back again...<br /><br /><br />its been a fun week.days past by fine and enjoyed everyday...juz broke camp yesterday afternoon..camp was super great and had alot of fun...my group was half dead but they really make me proud...and yeah,its a fun camp...maybe made a small mistake here and there,and might cause unhapiness to some ppl...but yeah,it will be fine...<br /><br />haha...report card given out last week,not so happy about it,thought i still dunno which subs i failed,but i got a glimpse that i failed 3 subs...dissapointed...but yeah,didn really work that hard lik i i used to in the beginning of the year,but yeah,will try to do better....<br /><br /><br />hmmm...basically,life has its ups and downs,and sometimes thinking too mush will only hurt us,and so,yeah,try not to thiunk too much...<br /><br />and here's a quote i got from a fren, " being happy for one day,that day will still pass, being sad for one day, that day will still pass"<br /><br />feel its own meaning for yourself ppl...it will help u in life.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />tc<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8717832399648756185?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-7744972471761142132010-03-02T05:33:00.000-08:002010-03-02T05:36:15.451-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />back again ppl...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />hmmm....yeah...common test has ended and hell yeah, i got back all my papers except for english...results were dissapointing and i really am amazed with choco's result this year...she super improved,but yeah...over confidence will make her drop...and hmmm...been havig some probs lately...but yeah....thanks for being aroung with me ppl ...hehe....and lastly...<br /><br />words said may hurt but mostly , words that u hear will hurt you more...<br /><br />hmmm...<br /><br />been thinking of this lately...hah...bee back soon!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-774497247176114213?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-33354455869688780822010-02-26T21:23:00.000-08:002010-02-26T21:29:25.483-08:00hey hey ...<br /><br />back again!!!<br /><br />hmmm...been to school...lol lol lol.....alot things happen...haha...but yeah...still smiling!!! woohooo!!!...and hmmm...wait...breaking news!!! fsd??? u knw tat?? haha....i got kicked out of it? haha yeah i got kicked out when im supposed to be in charge...haha...okay...thats fine...but yeah,been having some problems lately....but dunno la....<br /><br />besties and some old and new frens been with me...haha...and wait!!! shahrul make me do crazy stuff tat day!!! haha...okay la,cool...okay???haha....hmmm...made me lose my mind la sehk,..haha...its FUN!!!<br /><br />haha...<br />common test over...i dun think can really make it...hmmm....and i juz hope i can pass atleast two papers...hmmm???/and and....my math....terrible,but i goit praised cuz my workings are good...haha...first time sehk got praised for my math....felt good and trying my best to do well in studies...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br /><br />see ya ...<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3335445586968878082?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-11182275289211398052010-02-16T02:34:00.000-08:002010-02-16T02:41:12.425-08:00hey hey....<br /><br />back...<br /><br /><br />not having much time to use lappy....hmmm..school had been fun....some time it irritates me...some time it angers me...but most of the time,i love it!!! haha...hmmm...frens and homeworks are filling my mind....common test coming and ppl in class are really improving alot...even tat little girl... haha... shocking but its true la...haha...they do their best and put in effort...m,aybe thats wad i need to do now too???haha...<br /><br />total defence day concert,performed well,forget some moves,but yeah...was fun....another FSD competition coming up,and we have 7 days of practice and 7 days to cheorograph....haha...stressing out man....hope ppl dun complain much....it really is irritating...haha...<br /><br />art competition coming too....gonna work with my fren...and yeah,gonna have alot of quarrel here and there again....cuz we need to get the best result>???haha....<br /><br />and lastly... congrats to fa'iz, for getting high marks for presentaion...and haha...good job ...lol...<br /><br />wait.....good news also, im having a new role!!! e4 ...gonna be the best soon!! watch out classes!!! haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1118227528921139805?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-18022998299549044672010-02-02T05:23:00.001-08:002010-02-02T05:27:04.407-08:00hey...<br /><br />back for another post...haha...im suppose to be doing my dnt work now...but its not always tat i get to use my sis lappy...haha...so took this chance to update...<br /><br />hha...today was fun...had our booth up in the hall...food were selling fast....and was cleared before one hour....congrats guys.... and thanks mum....hmmm...yeha....i enjoyed the thing as i managed to play baminton in school!!! yay!!!! hha...hmmm...yeah,beat kumar on doubles game...haha...was really happy sia!!!! hah...than stayed back and waited fo mama and shermaine...waited for them along with josh,shawn,heikal...haha...had fun doing all those dumb tricks...haha...<br /><br />than took bus home...and yeah...feeling so beat now...haha...hmmm...yeah...now i need do dnt la sey!!! haha...dnt rep u know,...lol!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />be back soon!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1802299829954904467?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-22992617151479319972010-02-02T05:23:00.000-08:002010-02-02T05:27:05.217-08:00hey...<br /><br />back for another post...haha...im suppose to be doing my dnt work now...but its not always tat i get to use my sis lappy...haha...so took this chance to update...<br /><br />hha...today was fun...had our booth up in the hall...food were selling fast....and was cleared before one hour....congrats guys.... and thanks mum....hmmm...yeha....i enjoyed the thing as i managed to play baminton in school!!! yay!!!! hha...hmmm...yeah,beat kumar on doubles game...haha...was really happy sia!!!! hah...than stayed back and waited fo mama and shermaine...waited for them along with josh,shawn,heikal...haha...had fun doing all those dumb tricks...haha...<br /><br />than took bus home...and yeah...feeling so beat now...haha...hmmm...yeah...now i need do dnt la sey!!! haha...dnt rep u know,...lol!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />be back soon!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2299261715147931997?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-40920894975471110522010-01-31T06:11:00.000-08:002010-01-31T06:13:51.078-08:00hey hey...<br /><br /><br />yeah...this weeks been great...had alot fun and bruises...haha...yeah...fun....been spending time with some new frens....and old fren to....been in contact with shahrul for some time...been talking alot to him...and yeah....my heart had been pumping alot alot of blood and my blood keep boiling over certain issues...haha...but yeah...keeping my cool....thanks to my sunshine...haha....little miss sunshine....haha....<br /><br /><br />hmmm<br /><br /><br />yeah... and ahk~!!!dnt rep!!! walao!!!!haha...<br /><br /><br /><br />be back soon!!<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4092089497547111052?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-67907742573685503972010-01-27T06:06:00.000-08:002010-01-27T06:11:55.339-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />back...beenquite some time since i posted ehk???haha...hmmm...everythings fine...juz things cropping up my mind and emotions...cant seem to stop thinking of things...hmmm...yeah...i stoppedmy self from being too wad wad after looking at my little miss sunshine...hehe...its s cute....hmmm...yeah...<br /><br />bro was injured and hope he get well son...class is so bored wthout him...<br /><br />hmmm...to those pl...hmmm...dunno wads ya prob...i know we dun lik each other,juz top being such a dumb ass whom would [ick on small little things...good enough i kept my hands still...(thanks little miss sunshine)hmmm....i respect u,u should show some thing back...dun give me tat kinda attitude la sehk...haa...hmmm yeah...<br /><br />maybe thats all...and yeah...hmmmmmy mind my geart my soul.....its been stolen away!!!hmmm...and it does hurt sometimes...haha....<br /><br /><br /><br />kk....<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6790774257368550397?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-83603381186644266042010-01-23T09:24:00.000-08:002010-01-23T09:29:30.023-08:00ehey hey!!!<br /><br />back for another update!!!<br /><br />have not been updating long...cuz lappy died...tsktsk...miss my msn buddies alot!! hehe...<br /><br />hmmm...this few weeks had been great...made more frens and class did try to bond...studies are hard...and im seriously struggling without my precious tutor from my previous class...hmmm..been missing my 2e4rians alot...been missing our bonded memories...hmmm...and yeah...i heard rumours about........haha..but yeah...heck care...i happy,ppl not happi, i cant do anything,...their mouth,their mind,their attitude...i can juz smile and walk away ...haha...hmmm...yeah...miss everyone la!!!<br /><br /><br />will take some time to update again...hhahaa...sorry!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8360338118664426604?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-4619037001992391812010-01-09T00:10:00.001-08:002010-01-09T00:10:51.423-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />back again!<br /><br /><br />ok...today..i woke up without voice!<br /><br />wait...need to tell u this..ahkkk!!!!!the performance on thursday sucks!!! but good job my FSD!!! we onli had 1 eek of practice and u gave me tat...thanks alot guys,even without a greatperformance,u can blame me k? im still happy tat we managed to perform...lets focus on our upcoming competition k?<br /><br />ok...tat was on thursday,after the performance,i changed,and stayed for sometime...didn have much to do after clearing up the ncc booth...than waited...and shouted at the sec ones...cuz too much noise...haha...stayed with ncc ppl till 7.30....than went up the hall...looked for somebody... tahn found josh..so i helped out with his class...since he complained tat the kid bullied him and shermaine...so i took his class...wahk...serious sia...itsfun handling this kids...they never listen to me...<br /><br />haha...night activity was fun till mum called...haha...ok...blabla...was hapy that i could spend time with fren and helped them....<br /><br />friday...<br /><br />school as per normal..went for prayers...went home,changed,went back to school to helpout...met khai...help her group...than went back to hall...went to my group...cheers and cheered...shouting and shouted...fun fun...haha...played this game...tiring!!! haha...than went for their dinner...helped out with serving their food...<br /><br />prepared for campfire...too bad i aint a student counscellor...cuz they seem to have alot of task,it seems fun...hmmm...too bad i aint smart...ahhaa!..ok...cheered!dance around! jump jump with glow stick on our hand..its fun...<br /><br />nadiah came...talked to me...she seemed happy to see me...and yeah,...she misses me...hhehe!!! kan kan?? talked...than the councellors danced...very nce!!!good job!!! firdaus especially!!!haha..<br /><br />ended...ook my bag in the dark hall...said goodbyes to shermaine,joshua,choco,qis,syafiq,shaheeda,ahmad,and teachers...haha...<br /><br />went home after that...was gladtat everyone at home was in thier room...<br /><br />texted my........hehe...for awhile...than of to sleep...<br /><br /><br />yay!!!! its been a fun camp!!!!!!thanks alot for letting me help!!<br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-461903700199239181?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-16532241825416798432010-01-08T23:26:00.000-08:002010-01-09T00:10:33.338-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />back again!<br /><br /><br />ok...today..i woke up without voice!<br /><br />wait...need to tell u this..ahkkk!!!!!the performance on thursday sucks!!! but good job my FSD!!! we onli had 1 eek of practice and u gave me tat...thanks alot guys,even without a greatperformance,u can blame me k? im still happy tat we managed to perform...lets focus on our upcoming competition k?<br /><br />ok...tat was on thursday,after the performance,i changed,and stayed for sometime...didn have much to do after clearing up the ncc booth...than waited...and shouted at the sec ones...cuz too much noise...haha...stayed with ncc ppl till 7.30....than went up the hall...looked for somebody... tahn found josh..so i helped out with his class...since he complained tat the kid bullied him and shermaine...so i took his class...wahk...serious sia...itsfun handling this kids...they never listen to me...<br /><br />haha...night activity was fun till mum called...haha...ok...blabla...was hapy that i could spend time with fren and helped them....<br /><br />friday...<br /><br />school as per normal..went for prayers...went home,changed,went back to school to helpout...met khai...help her group...than went back to hall...went to my group...cheers and cheered...shouting and shouted...fun fun...haha...played this game...tiring!!! haha...than went for their dinner...helped out with serving their food...<br /><br />prepared for campfire...too bad i aint a student counscellor...cuz they seem to have alot of task,it seems fun...hmmm...too bad i aint smart...ahhaa!..ok...cheered!dance around! jump jump with glow stick on our hand..its fun...<br /><br />nadiah came...talked to me...she seemed happy to see me...and yeah,...she misses me...hhehe!!! kan kan?? talked...than the councellors danced...very nce!!!good job!!! firdaus especially!!!haha..<br /><br />ended...ook my bag in the dark hall...said goodbyes to shermaine,joshua,choco,qis,syafiq,shaheeda,ahmad,and teachers...haha...<br /><br />went home after that...was gladtat everyone at home was in thier room...<br /><br />texted my........hehe...for awhile...than of to sleep...<br /><br /><br />yay!!!! its been a fun camp!!!!!!thanks alot for letting me help!!<br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1653224182541679843?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-27947486257277585402010-01-08T22:59:00.000-08:002010-01-08T23:26:16.053-08:00hey hey hey...<br /><br />back for another updating... <br /><br />hmmm...been quite some time since i blogged...and yeah...first week of school had ended...hmmm...my class....haiz....im still not used being with them...some aint interested in learning...some is rellly good...and me???hmmm...i think i am interested to study but still,alot of them are way way better than me... okk....i think i still need time to get use to this... teachers are good..but all are strict...maybe it its good for my class...hmmm...class still has no chairman...slow lahk!<br /><br />kaeae...been missing my 2e4 classmates alot...my teacher alwaes talk things tat alwaes link to my past class...hmmm...but yeah...still meeting the rest after school...still keeping in touch...<br /><br />ok...maybe thats all for the week...<br /><br /><br />read my other post k???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />will be back!!!!<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2794748625727758540?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-52855146482979858172010-01-02T04:38:00.000-08:002010-01-02T04:43:45.789-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />back for another posting!!! ahk kena force by little siao girl,jannah!!! haha...<br />hmmm...this few daes been great...my cuzzies been overnighi=ting at my place,haha...had alot of fun..went eat,went orchard the other dae,went for movies,went for wad wad wad...<br /><br />today juz went for hair cut!!! ahk!!! bloody hell!!! miss my long fringe and hair!!!ahk!!!hmmm...after the haircut,went fto buy ice cream with cousing,than off home...than go to eat outside...<br /><br />ahah...<br /><br />hmmm...and yeah..this few daes,my mind seems to be troubled by something,kept staring into space,and starting to feel scared about omething but dunno wad...haha<br /><br /><br />kk<br />tats all!!!<br /><br /><br />happy tak deq!!! <br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5285514648297985817?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-49546438060276756792009-12-28T04:46:00.000-08:002009-12-28T05:01:04.302-08:00hey hey hey!!!<br /><br /><br />yay!!!...bcak...again...few days never update rite???haha...christmas had past,how time flies..and school going to open soon...aaahhhkkk!!! i need more sleep la!!!nooo!!!hmmm...last week had my cousin slept over for 3 daes...christmas,went to his house...ate alot...haha...lik i celebrate christmas lik tat ehk?...haha...received damn bloody alot of msg and wishes...but alamak...wrng timing la ppl,i couldn reply...haha...hmmm...<br />haha<br /><br />saturday...nothing much...stayedat home...sis came back from india...alot of stories about the ppl living there...haha...sat at home,played game,read book,watch video,listen song...than sleep...<br /><br />sunday,did the same thing...haha..fun sia....watched singapore idol...haha...another mat melayu won....hmmm...haha...congrats!!!hmmm...my whole family was happy exept for my bro,everyone shouted hooray!!! but he and his son,sat there sulking...haha...he gave damn alot of bad comment about sezairi,while my nephew was crying cuz we shouted...haha..slept at 3am...watch vid and played ghost ame...<br /><br />hmm..today...went for ncc early morning...bla bla...talked to mrs heikel...blabla...went off early...than went out again...went to library,than i stayedand did my math alone...haha...wow...mind breaking siao!!!haha<br /><br />went home...ate,watched spiderma,and update blog!!!<br /><br /><br />update soon<br /><br />~crazy monstar~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4954643806027675679?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-20279646162336102782009-12-23T07:34:00.001-08:002009-12-23T07:47:02.462-08:00hey hey!!!<br /><br />been skipping some posts lately..hhaahhaa...tot my lappy die already,but its still surviving!!!yay!!! bad news!!!nooo!!!!!my hp!!!my hp!!!ahhkk!!! i cant do outgoing calls and msgs...sooo,sorry if i never reply k?<br /><br />hmm...this week,been going to sch for fsd...and,my cuzzie from hougang is here for hmmm 4 days???yay!!! but still too short la...haha...been playing xbox from morning till night,than play psp..haha...sleep,wake up than go out...fun or wad!!!..and wait wait!!1 this is important news!!! sec ones are coming!!! ahhk!! my mum spies are in my sch!!! noo!!!haha....ok...<br /><br />today...went for fsd,but no practice cuz got the sec 1 ppl...than wait for mama and sher,than off to vista...haha...saw nabil,they came over m,than talked and joked...haha...bloody hell...the girls ae,than i asked them some stupid Q which sher wasted 30 minutes of her life on...haha..how slow minded could this smart ppl be...haha...than went to bus stop,hhaaha........................<br /><br />this part is interesting...got this drunk guy cameto look at the girls,than i was lik staring back at him cuz he was looking at their ***** ..i was angry...but still miling..haha...'is tat ur badge'...tats his 1st Q..the girls was lik having scared faces,so i answered la...than he lik bloody ignore me...'i was from saint patrick sec at telok blanga'...than he put his hand out for a shake,so i gave my hand,than he pushed it aside,bloody hell u!!!hehe..he shook hand with juz the girls!!!haha...wahk!!! than he talk ,and suddenly 'ey boi,dun shy la'than he shook hand with me...ahaha...than he said about his sec sch principal name,and bla bla bla...haha...than he suddenly got angry...'relaks ahk,tkya pekik perh!'i said...and he still shout ...'nak jalan ahk ni!!' i said to him after he scoldeed wadwadwad... bloody hell..but i smiled and board the bus...yay!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />long sia the post....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~crazy monstar~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2027964616233610278?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-60865002036620893942009-12-17T00:22:00.000-08:002009-12-17T00:29:15.675-08:00hey hey...<br /><br />posting posting about yesterday!!! <br /><br />ummm...yeah...woken up in the morning by a msg again...haha...yay!!! woke up than took a bath...and went to sch to meet mama and sher...than off to cozwae with sher as mama need to go to yishun???hahaha...kae kae...walked walked...sat at banquet,waited for erny and joli...hehe...eat eat...than saw hafirul at QB house...bla bla...walked to civic..find a place to sit...than started to read up on my math,..haha...i cnat remember a thing sia... thats bad...haha..they teach me abit here and there...than times up!!! hehe...headed home...haha...<br /><br />reached home,get a hell of a scolding fomrmum...hehe...its soo normal...than bath,eat..talk to her,make her calm down,,went to minimart,to get some ice cream for eveyone at home...saw CHIN MAO!!!yay!!! initial D buddy...haha...he's still handsome as alwaes...haha...tahn went home...eat eat eat...didn o9 yst,..felt so bored,sotook out eclipse and read...than this girl spoil my night...makeme got headache...kankan???bloody hell u!hehe..joke joke...hhahaa...<br /><br /><br />kk...update next time...<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6086500203662089394?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-2561057372267171212009-12-15T04:29:00.000-08:002009-12-15T04:37:48.383-08:00hey...back for another update...<br /><br />today woken up by a silly msg...hmmm..a new fren???haha....ok....than tooka bath...got ready...than went to meet fwen at cozwae...thn off to photocopy the worksheet...haha...went to civic,had lunch,than off to library...haha...<br /><br />sat there and did some work for 1 half hour...than the librarian said,'u are not allowed to sit on the floor' ...i was lik, 'wadda! is this some kind of new rule?'<br />haha...than went out of library,went to mac..sat there and did math...did onli 10 Q cuz jocelyn wanted to go to the arcade...accompanied her there...than two ppl went home...than me ang gay fren off to walk walk...than go arcade again...than samething,seehim play and gave tips...i tried once,WTH! it was soo damn difficult to control!!!haha...than watch him play,afiq came to meet me...than talked while looking around...than she came...than all went home...<br /><br />took bus,and YAY!!! i got ECLIPSE!!!haha...YAY!!!can finally read a book...but need finish homework first...haha...<br /><br /><br />kk<br /><br />till than <br /><br /><br />~crazy monstar~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-256105737226717121?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-82186987971163419092009-12-14T01:04:00.000-08:002009-12-14T01:28:54.047-08:00hey hey! didn update for lik twodaes ehk??? haha... hmmm...wait...oohk ya...on sat,celebrated my aunt bdae at my house...hmmm quite a fun thing,alot ppl came...need to wake up early,help mum with cooking and some preparations...hehe...than enntertained all the guest...very long sia...hmmm...than i quietly went to my neighbour house to play game,leaving my cuzzies todo all the job...haha...ehk! fun siao play modern warfare 2 and left four dead!!! ahaha<br /><br />went out,pick up a call..tok tok...tok tok...tok to a wall ...than tok tok again...than went back to my place to eat again...haha...i ate alot sia!!!haha...than entertain ppl again...bla bla bla..11 plus...all went home...i ate all the cupcakes !!!yumyum!!!<br /><br />kae kae...sunday,slept till 2 +++...didn receive any msg..haha...hp also siao la...giv me alot prob..haha...cannot msg alot...haha...hmmm...woke up,than bath and all,...eat...play psp,online....play psp....at night went play badminton...wahk!...shiok ahk...won 4 straight games...haha..with2 different opponent...haha...than let them play,than i played again...than i win 6 games straight...haha...not tat tired,cuz i didn run alot....haha...hmmm....and and...last half hour,playe with this 3 bangla...haha...wahk...played doubles,throw face!!!lose every set!!! haha...so i played singles with one of them...haha...almost win...but he was way too good...haha...i cannot see sia...hmmm...too dark i guess?hahahaha<br /><br /><br />today,woke up by a msg,..rush to plaza singapura.went to starhub...change plan...all he way,i was msging sia...cool rite?haha...took mrt,than went to woodlands checkpoint tomeet mum and her fren..ate some spicy chicken...stomach ache sia....haha...rush home...took a bath...and on9!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />update next time!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~crazy monstar~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8218698797116341909?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-45829588772871289822009-12-11T04:45:00.000-08:002009-12-11T04:53:20.222-08:00today was fun...haha....wake up in the morning,took a quick bath,grab a small bite and im off to meet my fwens...haha...had breakfast at mac...joke around...laugh...walk around cozwaelik tourist.touch touch some bears...joke again...i think they all had stomach cramp siao...allwaes laugh laugh...haha...had a great time with them...alwaes making each other smile...haha...than aaround 11 +++,meet some of their fren,than of to cozwae again...toktok again..the girls went off for their dance thingy...and me and my gay partner off to arcade...ehehe...watched him race,gave hints...played guitar hero...!@#$ tat game sia!!!bloody difficult!!!haha...<br /><br />kae kae...off to prayers...took mrt...reach,pray,off home in mrt again...haha lik no life sia...haha...heard some mina talking about their guys...than i blast my music...haha...everyone lik,looking at me lik wad sia...haha...ok....<br /><br />reach home,neighbours at home,doing some food stuff for my aunt bdae thing tomolo...didn help much...my mind full of things to think...haha...layed on bed for an hour...couldn sleep,so listen to music...haha...thinking,than suddenly got msg...wahahahaha...perfecct timing siao...haha...i onlined...till now....haha...lik already6 hours siaonline...haha...<br /><br />kk<br /><br />will update next time...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~mIsTiquE~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4582958877287128982?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-82774982147884435882009-12-09T22:00:00.000-08:002009-12-09T22:08:46.735-08:00im gonna update soon!!! i miss this bloggy!!! hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8277498214788443588?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-16135182400072419442009-10-30T08:15:00.000-07:002009-10-30T08:17:43.391-07:00today is the last dae of school...yeah im gonna miss my 2e4/E4rians alot!!!haiz...sad sad....love u guys!!! hope that our e4rians spirit are still in our hearts!!!cherish the memories aite!!we'll alwes be there for each other!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />tsktsk =(<br /><br /><br /><br />muhaimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1613518240007241944?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-6414425502654093072009-09-25T09:34:00.000-07:002009-09-25T09:49:46.064-07:00hey... <br /><br />haiz..<br /><br />wads happenig to life...haiz...even people whom u trust alot leave u...dotz...nev mind...its humans mahk...rite...n i decided tp stop tinkin of iqaaah...since i heard alot stories...gt people lik her since last time la,wad la...nev mind...heck care her since she dun care me alr...<br /><br />on with sch life...its lik getting worse...haha...ok la...same things happening...oni tat its really hurtful lorh...<br /><br />kk...haha...<br /><br />todae...<br /><br />250909<br /><br />recess...as usual,wanted to stae in class n litsen to my music...then was lik soo shocked when i saw eqah,udin,batt,jumsari was outside class...haha...batt called me out...haha...udin muker fierce dok!!kk...back to the thing...they asked me thigs...blablabla...then eqah was lik nothappi with me ehk?entah...or ws it the oother wae round...then udin took my mp3 n ran around the 3rd flr n 4rth floor...haha..chased him lik hell siot...he like damn fast...ehmmm...ok...caught him then off to class...<br /><br />guess wads next?..haiqal came to me,tokked bout my feeling bout him being with eqah..haha..seriously,i dun giv a damn bout wad they wan do...i oni said tat she cared more for him now???n tats all...it doesnt matter!!!i dun CARE!!!paham tk????k???jgn la nk sala paham then nk majokmajok...bukan salah akuh perh...nk undur didi buat aperh ???kater ko cayang dierh???then ko nk buat gini???dotz...<br /><br />aft sch,ms azleen tokked to me...then went off with rusde n eqah...then prayed n went home...<br />then go buddy reading...haha...<br /><br />haiz...i was totally ignored...then aft buddy reading,went to police station...looked for najwa's wallet...dotz...damn bloody long sia...haha...then went home again...said bye to evryone n got ignored by someone...sadsadsadsadsadsadsad...<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-641442550265409307?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-37561603091338053822009-09-22T09:15:00.000-07:002009-09-22T09:33:46.204-07:00hey...<br /><br />todae...<br />haiz...<br />early morning,miss ong called me out during assembly...haha...tokked..n tokked...she was lik damn cute lor...the wae she tok is lik soo childish...haha...kk...she tokked...n knocked alot of sense into me...she makes me feel beter bout this bloody situation n keep asking me to focus in studies...how am i supposed to when im facing this bloody probs???<br /><br />im missing her too much...i cant even sleep well now...miss ong keep saying tat my girlfriend would not want to c me lik tis...n she wouldnt want me to drop to na...i was lik...yeah...true....then i was lik tinking positive all the wae lorh...till i was in class...saw their faces...then was back to moodless muhaimin...haiz...<br /><br />nev mind...then after sch...wokked down with miss ong...n i saw,....the IQAAAH!!!hhaha...i was lik...ok...she aint looking at me...tat showed me something...ok...dun 1 tok bout taa...haha...im in loved!!!tats for sure!!!with the same gurl tat ive alwaes loved!!! IQAAAH...n guess wad...todae was supposed to be our 3rd mth lorh...n its my sistas bdae oso...haha<br /><br /><br />n lastly...i hate the wae miss azleen toks to me...she act fierce oni sia...wan act lik she concern me...n wait,1 more thing...shermaine is giving me fake smiles...n im not sure bout the reason...mayb its true tat my life,i should b left alon...living by myself n without any frens...she used to sae...even whene we old,u can find me n tok to me if u hav proobs....thigns are starting to change...<br /><br />mayb its true...lik wad miss ong said...there are no such things as ' forever ' frens in this worlds...we are all human beings...we forget n are selfish...dunno if anyone would know tat i love all my frens n realli2 dun 1 lose them... u read me???yeah i dun 1 lose them...the feeling is lik soo...hmmm dunno lahk...haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br />n i hate tat PINK CAREBEAR!!!!i hate u!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3756160309133805382?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-42185185050185845822009-09-21T06:08:00.001-07:002009-09-21T06:16:10.576-07:00hey...<br /><br />been moodless lately...even hari raya was not a happi celebration...im al tinkin of her even when im eating n sitting n staring at walls at nenek's house...haiz...im missing her too dearly...tinking of it,i dunno if my life,is not for love...coz...if i compare myself to "a bro" ,hes love life is wae too strong...i wanted to be lik him...haiz...but iqaaah aint givin me chance...<br /><br />haiz...love is a big thing...n ive said it b4...but i dunno wads my every mistake in love...haiz...not juz love,but my frindship too...mayb,haiz...i should just be left alone wit my animation frens...haiz...<br /><br />okok...take care...<br /><br />but u knw me...i aint giving up asily on gul...coz i love her...n i repeat tat! I LOVE HER!!!!!!!<br /><br />ok???<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4218518505018584582?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-87960652825325012602009-09-21T06:08:00.000-07:002009-09-21T06:09:47.531-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8796065282532501260?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-36287383310278601262009-09-19T07:06:00.000-07:002009-09-25T00:02:13.938-07:00haiz...<br /><br />tomolo raya!<br /><br />n its the 1st time im not really tat happi...<br />coz i have hopes of going out with my iqaaah...but i guess tat was juz a dream...its been four daes since i tokked n chatted with her...im missing her cute voice...im havin sleepness nights n my hand is hurting...im starting to tink of reasons why is is happening....why my life is lik tat...n dunno lahkk...im tinking of all the words tat she said to me...haiz...n alll wat she typed...she is starting to fill up my mind all bout herself...<br /><br />im getting more in loved with her...but wad with my reaction towards things???how would i knw wad im lacking off...all i knw is,im gonna hunt her till i get her...but im starting to daydream again...aft how many mths...haiz...<br /><br />im off to my emo self...n im tinking tat,emoing is my thing???coz better of being alone then having all my frens lose their own frens...i dun need the rest of them if they dunnid me...but the onli think tat im wishing for is to hav IQAAAH by my side...<br /><br /><br />n finally...tok bout todae...haha...<br /><br />todae,painted my house gate...haha...tiring siot...but i think it dont look nice...haha...coz used the wrong paint...haha...then at night...my bro n i was lik crazy during buke...we almost shouted 'selamat hari raya' at our corridor...haha...broke fast with mums hari raya cookings...then bro went outside to see my neighbour playing with sparkles...haha..ok...u knw who my neighbour is...<br /><br />haha...eqaahcrappy...lol...my bro asked me follow him down with his son(my anak sdare/nephwe)haha...but i lik,,,dunno la...coz eqah is lik dun treating as though im inveincible...n she doesnt care bout me lik before...her care n love is all for haiqal now...but,u knw me,i dun really care if anyone careless bout me..rite?hah...lol...<br /><br />n nt sure la...coz i knw haiqal love her..n i dun mind tat...i helped him ok??? haha a bit...dotz<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nev mind...<br /><br />its juz humans,....they forget things...even frens...but im certainly ot tat kind!!!<br />i love people whom cares for me n love me...<br />n i love my friends!!!but they alwaes feel the opposite!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />SLAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS...<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3628738331027860126?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-44621525529576618992009-09-17T06:52:00.000-07:002009-09-17T07:41:43.549-07:00hey...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />dunno wad to sae already lahk...felt lik theres something missing in my heart...coz i had lost a part of it...dunn how to get it back n place it back to my heart...<br /><br />dunno why lahkk...ive loved evryone...love my frens,families,n girlfriend...i gave my hearts to them...but all i get is a bad treatment froom them...i dun treat them tat bad..i think...coz i aint the type lik them...entah la camner nk ckp...<br /><br />i loved her...n all she saed was,her feelings had faded...n tats all...hhaha..dunno la...but still love her though...haha...saw her juz now...n felt norl=mal bout it...coz i dun treat us as being separated...haha...in my mind,i think tat we are still together...n when i saw her juz now...i felt my love for her deepens?n i felt good bout it...'<br /><br />haha...n tok bout ncc juz now...hmmm...didn tok to anyone...coz 'they'are alwaes moving around together n for things together...haha..so i juz kept quiet la...nnt haiqal ckp aper lak if i open my mouth...felt realli bad ...coz we alwaes jokked around during ncc...alwaes stuck together...n now...im all alone n could not do anyting bout it...juz need wait for the perfect time n settle this whole thing either in goo or bad wae...haiz<br /><br />n wait...in class...hhaha..didnt get to pay tat much attention in class...n i drew on the sci test paperh...haha...coz my mind was totally blank la...haiz...then geog test...i tink lik im the 1st t finish...coz i was damn moodlss...keep tinkin of her throughout the dae...haiz...she made me more crazy bout her...<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />ok...<br /><br />day after dae,i observed the wae people are treating me...dunno why,...but its certainly pain...hhaha...n i realised...the person whom u trust most could be just acting to befriend u when he/she dun realli lik u...haha..haiz...yeah...losing frens dae after daes...even the person closest to u leaves u...now i think i knw how invincible man feels before he became a hero...haha...ok...but its true...haha...i dunno who to trust...but i think,after todae...ive learned tat i should not trust anyone else...humans are sooo evil!!!haiz...nev mind...<br /><br /><br />____________________________________________________________________________<br /><br />im losing my mind dae after dae... <br />cant seem to have any words to sae...<br />our memories are making me wild...<br />alwaes reminding me of ur smiles...<br /><br />cant seem to find the reason why...<br />coz u're brighting up the sky...<br />everything seems to change...<br />n i its driving me insane...<br /><br />wads the world without an angel???<br />its gonna be a total darkness...<br />taking awae all the girls...<br />which gives the shines the world with brightness...<br /><br /><br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br /><br />loneliness is the first step...<br />wouldnt know what is next...<br />trusting evryone is a mistake...<br />coz they will treat u lik a cake...<br /><br />fight for ur rite...<br />n evrytings gnna be all rite...<br />coz being tough,<br />makes a man be rough...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ok...CRAP!!!<br /><br />actually want to do bout trust n frens...haha...skali noo idea..haha<br /><br /><br />'<br /><br /><br />kk<br /><br />tc...<br /><br />still miss u cyng<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4462152552957661899?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-55117693008716999262009-09-16T08:25:00.000-07:002009-09-16T09:27:59.580-07:00hey<br /><br />todae..said hiie to iqaaah..<br />at night said bye to her...<br /><br />my life is full of problems thos months...i got no brothers anymore to share my probs with...i got no one to love me anymore...n im losing all my trusted frens...<br /><br />i dunno if its really me causing all this...but im ralli trying realli hard to find out why this is happening...reflected n reflected...still couldnt find the cause of it...<br /><br />n guess wad...tonight...was the last dae tat i spent with her?she left me juz lik all those people did...<br /><br />n tell u guys wad...im not a robot...my heart is not damn fucking huge...where u can giv me fucking problems n making me bear with it...1 problem is already enough...i dunid problems evrydae!!!u fucking ppl are heartless...caring less for others and onli knw how to hurt them...ive been smiling n making myself calm in every situation now...but todae?its wae ttooo much...too much probs now!!n none has gone...it just keeps adding!!! fuck u people who tries to hurt my feelings...<br /><br />but now...lik abit confused...shermaine said...dun let all this affect my studies...but this fuckin thing affect my mind...n how do u expect me to forget...haiz...confused....<br /><br />haiz....<br /><br /><br />didn expect all this to come to me at one shot....haiz...all the promises they made was a huge crap...i think ive kearnt a lesson...not to trust anyone...except for myself n shermaine!!!tats all i need left...<br /><br /><br /><br />take care<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />come to me if not happi...<br />i think im getting the mood to get into trouble...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5511769300871699926?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-14723956175423771802009-09-15T05:46:00.000-07:002009-09-15T09:27:57.634-07:00hey...<br /><br />quick update..<br /><br />todae..gt sci test..i passed but not tat good lorh..haha...then after tat...blblabla...<br /><br />then during cotact time...i wasnt litsening ...gt ppl write on luqman paper ..wad la...i dun care la...thn miss azleen put me incharge of finding tis whole culprit thig...so i did wad i think i should do...n josh was there to assist me...n i tink we did ok...<br /><br />oni tat the culprit didn own up after half n hour....during tat time...alot of names were mention to me...all of them chinese ppl...so i tink tat they are doin this bcoz of a joke...hhaha...but guess wad...<br /><br />i tried to help n finally i got accused by people...u knw what they said b out me?haha...the culprit did want to admit...but i didn blieve it was him at first till i heard that there was an exclamation mark written on lookmans qns paper...n i got another suspect lorh...haha...n while waitin for teacher,i went off to look for her...leaving the cul[rit with his brothers...i kne one of them goin to sae smtin bad bout me n guess wad...i was rite...haha...was lik damn sad la...coz he s lik accusing me??hhaha...but wad can i do...its his bloody noisy n kller mouth wad....haha...bear with this lor...<br /><br />this heart of mine...dunno how more probs it can bear lorh...haha...kk...<br /><br />n wait...gave khai n iqaaah a carebear...haha...tats all...<br /><br /><br />n lastly...<br /><br />its bout todaes recess...usually haiqal would alwaes hang around outside our class...n its been long since she tokked to me...dunno wad part of the story she had heard..n it felt certainly odd when she came n sit next to me...coz,i felt tat shes treating a new fren better then her old old fren???smtin lik tat larx..its not jealous but the feeling ahk..dunno hw explain ahk...k...then she litsened to my music...blabla..n i was studying...haiz...she didn tokk much..n i didn mind...coz her relationship with him is getting closer??haha...pray hard for him aitees!!!haha...<br /><br /><br />kk<br /><br /><br />till than...<br /><br /><br />wait..im alwaes at the library evrydae now..till exams over..if wan find me,juz go htere...haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1472395617542377180?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-87390116785547057522009-09-14T08:31:00.000-07:002009-09-14T08:35:42.052-07:00haha...<br /><br />hey guys...<br />the title crap la..<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />kk...<br /><br />i won be updating much aite...exam coming n getting too much probs lately...haha...at home n in sch...lol....haha...kk...lets c..nth happen much during holidae...juz dat i went to library almost evrydae...haha...some dae with iffa n some dae with afiq...<br /><br />n guess wad...i think i was rite about the 'one by one,leaving juz memories behind' haha...some of me buddies also lik ignonring me...haha....lol kn???<br /><br />maybe its juz too bad for me to be living in this kinda body with sucky charachter...haha...i knw u agree with tat...even my sista agreed with me...haha...n guess wat...my akak nisah,accmpanied me to library too...teaching me math..but she toks lik MRT...haha....kk...<br /><br />take care la guys...<br /><br />n i got a new earpiece!!!<br /><br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />lame<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8739011678554705752?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-43871920956831781642009-09-07T10:00:00.000-07:002009-09-07T10:23:40.929-07:00hey...<br /><br />nw is 1m...<br />juz got bck frmbukit timah for delivering potato chips!haha...with sista n bro in law...n good news...my broin law juz got his licence.n hes driving damn fast for a new guy...haha...but damn fun lor...<br /><br /><br />haha...<br />kk<br /><br />dun tok bout tat...haha..todae each sch at 830..haha...fun liao...kk...blablabla...kk..aftremedial..blablabla...haha...<br /><br />kk then reach home lor...<br />LOL<br /><br /><br /><br />kk...<br /><br />n wait...<br /><br />haha.<br /><br />juz finish reading my taggy board...wahk..acap n ahmad act big sia...im scared sia...HAHA!coz they sae they wan fite?n waan bring family comedown??haha...u guys can dowatever u wan la sei...u got ppl on ur side...so u can act big lor....even if u guys never act,but u guys alreadybig.i really really scared sia...woooooooooo!!!scary sial!!!ahhaha...all ighter ahKk???hmmm scarier lehk...haha...u dun admit u stare meahk???lter i go find witness k?nknk???haha...jgn nangis tau...klo ader kawan nk step besar bley...ku tk heran la...coz im small!!!tk brani ahk wan fin trouble with u guys...!!!hahahahahahahahaha....<br /><br /><br />LOL!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />k take care lor!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4387192095683178164?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-77454865829384348582009-09-05T09:12:00.000-07:002009-09-05T09:29:58.899-07:00hey guys...<br /><br />my sch daes not been tat good lately..<br />alot probs in sch...haha...<br /><br />ok..sch is ok.i guess..coz i got iffa n syafiq n nadiah...haha..they knw my situation now...haha...n guess wad...im reminded of my pri sch daes...wery quiet in sch n stuff...bestfriends leaving me n all la...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />but used to it i guess...but hanging around wit these chinese ppl is quite fun...coz they dun have tat feeling of hatred...compared to others...haha...but seriously...its quite fun la...<br /><br /><br />hmmm....<br /><br />been with iffa lately..ater sch la...shes been coaching me math..n its evrydae...n she teach quite good...n some ppl are hating me more coz of tat...they juz dun 1 me to have any1 by my side i guess...n these same ppl are hating me also bcoz nadiah is closer to me than them...(i knw u likher,but dunid stare atme...if u wan fite, LAI LA!!!but dun complain to ur father k..)haha...ok...its true sm1 gt acrush on nadiah...haha...ok shhhh...dun tell any1...<br /><br />n guess wad...my other besties are ignoring me?haha...ok la...its fine...all i gotta do is smile at them...<br /><br /><br />ok...<br /><br />tats all...<br /><br /><br />if onli rusde could spent an afternoon with me...haiz...<br /><br /><br />silent suffer is making his new world!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7745486582938434858?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-53945230272098255612009-08-30T03:20:00.000-07:002009-08-30T03:30:55.236-07:00hey...<br /><br />been thinking of something...n i guess i should be strong?ppl can dun like me,but i could should notlet those affect my living life..rite>??<br /><br />k la...<br /><br />let me think n suffer this alone...<br /><br />ok...<br /><br />yst cuzzie came n slept over...i slept at 1am...woke up for sahur n ate 5 dates...then went back to sleep till 1 pm...haha...ok la..its normal ...haha...sent grandma along with cuzzies down..hailed for taxi n they went off...<br /><br />got back home n i played my psp the whole time...till now...haha...update my blog...read my 'brother'blog na bitsad...<br /><br />but didn knw who he refering o...haha...CRAP!!!okla...i guess i knw who...but come to think of it...we really ha promised wach other alot of thing...but since he left me...wat can i do?its his n thier choice...n lik wad XOXO said...i can try to live without him..but i had been doing almost evrything with him...mayb thisis the time for me too feel the lonely world..haha<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5394523027209825561?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-31760546420355959352009-08-29T07:12:00.000-07:002009-08-29T07:30:32.736-07:00heyheyhey...<br /><br />back to lonely world again i guess??<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />k la...tought of it again...maybe its retribution la....did this to people before...maybe its juz a lesson for me...sooo...need bear with it...haha...its making me stronger i guess???life is gonna change terribly...coz...'brothers' have shared experience withh me alot n alot...haha...now im back to lonely world...so no one to have fun with...<br /><br />haha...<br />kk<br /><br /><br />till then.........<br /><br /><br /><br />this is the time to strenghten my feelings...<br />this is the time for me to build myself up...<br />this is when my life starts to change...<br />this is the time to win myself so that i could win with others...<br />this is the time for me to prove myslef to other...<br /><br />haha...<br />maybe all this is crap...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3176054642035595935?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-81045593609739125562009-08-28T07:42:00.000-07:002009-08-28T08:01:22.107-07:00haey ppl...<br />guess wad...if u had read my previous blog...theres a prob occuring...n guess wad...i guessed smtin the moment i see this prob forming...n it had happened!i GOT DITCHED!by who?hmmm...by my once so called 'brother fatirah'...all ditch me...left me alone aside while they happily tokk with each other n joke around...treating as thought i dun exist...haha...i still smiled even when this happens...shermaine told me to do so...haha...<br /><br />todae,during recess,i stayed in class...'they'were outside class doing wad,i dunno...haha...when they were back in class,ahmad came to me,n said'eh min,kiter da tak tahan nngan perangai kau ahk','kiter tk suker ngan perangai kau','kiter smuer nk kluar dari fatirah la'...wow!i thought...haha...but deep inside,the feeling was unbearable...i looked up at faiz n haiqal...i couldnt see their eyes...they ignored me as though this was already planned...tears started to form...but i got enough courage to stop it n tried not to be affected by it...bell rang n i went off to the toilet to change into my uniform...went out the toilet n saw rafi...shared with him about wad happened...n he told me to calm down...at tat moment,i remembered that shermine say,'juz smile'...so i put up a smile on my face n went back to class...i was lik 15 mins late for test...which means i got not enought time to do the math test...sat at my place...my mind was totally blank...flashbacks were seen...all about the time me n "bro's"spent...haiz...damn sad la actually...<br /><br />but all this is normal...i guess??melayu la...all malay have this kinda attitude...boycott people they dun lik...dun lik,dun lik la...at most i suffer wad...n who cares?no one...but one thing tat i could not stop tinkin about was faiz...we spent our primary school daes together everydae...when we went to secondary school,u got new frens,which have the same talents as u do...our life changed...last year was okok even though he alwaes ignores me...but this year was totally different...haha...he cares no more bout this fren of his n off to other frens which are better then me?haha...nev mind...i beared with all this since last year...the feeling of being lsft out...haha...but nev mind...as long as others are happi rite?...sadsadsad...its not tat im lik a sissy writing all this to let u all read...but this is the onli wae for me to let out all my feelings...<br /><br />4 members areout of FaTiRah...haha...reason?coz they dun lik my attitude?haha...nev mind...sae whatever u lik la...coz i know i won sae anytin to u...haha...u all BIG wad...i muz respect la...u all got damn bloody good talents wad...leaving me out...u all gt damn bloody good brains...selfishly not sharing it with me...<br />haha<br /><br />nev mind...<br /><br /><br />take care ahk all...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~ <br /> <em>back to emo</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8104559360973912556?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-30908775477202443982009-08-27T07:45:00.000-07:002009-08-27T08:17:24.699-07:00hmm..., todae.., i help muhaimin postpost.., hmm, pls bare wiv my horible choc-lish.. er..., fer sch todae...., SHERMAINE DDEN COME!!! thn vehh boring.., vehh sleepy.., cuz she nt around... hhmmm.., thn todae math test posponed to tml! and 1 more veh happi thing is dat, fer science, we start on a new chapter!! on... chap 27! 2e4's favourite..<br />bt.., poor muaazzam nvr cme.., haha.. he missed. haha hmm.., thn recess, stayed in class.. thn ict.., went to com lap.., drew on foolscap pad.., not bad, quite nice.. haha.. thn.., er.., i oso dun noe wad to write fer him sia..<br />waitwait.., muhaimin has something to sae: " i'm losing fwen by th daes, "bro" are seperating frm me.."<br /><br />kay, i've smth fer him:<br /><br />day after day, as time pass away<br />feeling stress over stress<br />fwens are leaving, bro are seperating<br />why r u guys doing this to him?<br /><br />make him suffer, make him sad<br />is this all you(s) wana giv him<br />he's jux a normal human,<br />like you and me!<br /><br />be kind to him, be good to him<br />treat him well wiv respect,<br />treat him like human beings, nt animals<br />and he'll treat you back as well!<br /><br />he's a kind and loving guy,<br />bt pls don misunerstood, he's nt a good boy! (haha)<br />he treat his fwen well,<br />wiv care and concern!<br /><br />so pls be nice to him,<br />or else...,choco will come after you!!<br /><br /><br />kk, dats all frm me todae... <br />byebye!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3090877547720244398?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-571794642919718242009-08-25T07:58:00.000-07:002009-08-25T08:09:58.050-07:00haha...<br />ok... <br />maybe 14 aint the rite dae.i think it should have been longer la...but i lazy count....coz this is a stupid matter...<br />haha<br /><br />thinking of it...or isit dejaveu???<br />no cannot be la...<br />haha...<br />iif im not wrong,this also happened to me in last november...haha...im lik suddenly being left out by my closest 'bro' or so called jiwer fatirah...haha...<br /><br />or is it me?<br /><br />is it me whom is making all this happen???isit bcoz im tinking too much...or im getting too emotional...haha...<br />but seriously la ...if u know how i feel,u can feel lik u are not important to anyone rite???<br /><br />tats wad i c ...<br />people are treating me as though im invincible...haha...lik i said to some people,my so called ''bro'' can get evryting they want...guitar?skate?lepak?hhaha...anytin la...tats their talent...me 'bro'got talent lik this n i dont...haha...n i think tats why im being left out...<br /><br />n i start to think...is this mature? or isit juz an act so tat they would be liked by ppl...haha...CRAP!!!haha...kk...respest them la sey...they leave me alon,i still got my best frens mahk...n my adeq angkat...knknkn???<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />but are frens alwaes there for u...u dunno wad they think about u too...maybe they hate u too yet they dun show it...haha...thinkin of tis bloody things make me feel lik not goin to sch...<br /><br />pakkal exam da dekat...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br />n guess wad...<br />i learned this few things in this situation...<br /><br />juz smile n it will make u feel better---shermaine<br />luperkn mase lalu,jagan terbawak2 masalah awak ke kelas---cikgu<br />to win with others,u have to win ur ownself first---john c maxwell<br /><br />this work really come in handy...n im smiling...but it still hurts la...haha...fake smile....tats wad ppl call it...hhahaha...till then....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I MISS U!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />tok la...aper jek hide hide...<br />malu malu konon...hehe<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-57179464291971824?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-29000065304696030332009-08-17T07:42:00.001-07:002009-08-22T09:59:11.096-07:00heyhey...<br /><br />haha...todae,late for cip la sey..i was lik vomitting the whole night...n everyone was asleep...haiz...<br /><br />then woke up for sahur...at 3 spoonfulof rice...n kurma...then went to sleep...guess i didn wake up for subuh then?<br /><br />haha<br /><br />then slept...woke up at 7.30...mum woke me up...then dunno wad happen ...i woke up again at 8.30...called faiz...n he said he was otw to sch...haha...at that moment...saw tat im not important to my frens or should i sae my so called 'brothers'!!!haha...crap!!!<br /><br />took a shower n off to school...didn woke mum up...i wasted 4 dollars on taxi siot!!!haha...i knew i walked la sey...haiz...then do cip...blalabla...brothers didn tok much to me nowadaes...<br /><br />im being invincible again...n i oni gt me mp3 to accompany me?haiz...nev mind...haha..used to lonelinesss....n shermaine said...juz smile...n im doing tat...haha...mdm noraini said,forget the past...john maxwell said...to wion with other,u have to win ur ownself first...haha...<br /><br />ok...all this words are starting to make an effect on me...n i dun mind if they treat me as though im invincible...what i knw is im suffering again n again inside...haha...alwaes lik this n i dunno why...haha...hope some1 understands me...haha<br /><br />k la...<br /><br /><br />take care...<br /><br />n 22!!!<br /><br />happi mthsary cayang!!!!<br />love u alwaes...<br />jagan tk puase tau...<br />hhaha<br /><br />pape chatting k???<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2900006530469603033?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-41699090796820007182009-08-17T07:05:00.000-07:002009-08-17T07:31:26.115-07:00hey...<br /><br />ok...<br />todae i didn go sch...<br />haha...<br />actually woke up in the morning as usual la...<br />but...<br />since mum asked me if i wan go sch or not...<br />i said no la...<br /><br />the dae before...<br /><br />went to JB with whole family n aunty...<br />haha...woke up damn early...took the coach at admiralty...alot of makcik in the bus...haha...had fun...litsen to mp3 all the wae...haha...tinkin of me iqaaah along the wae...haha...kk...reached jb...went to alot places...sis n mum bought alot of thing...BUt,...who carry? ME!!!haha...but still fun la...went to a batik srawak shop...WOW!!nice sia...cakes with patterns...ok...went to air itam n all...got something for me...n bought a slipper...haha...kkk..then..at nite...took coach back...at immigration(singapore)kena caught by this indian offices...she tap my right pocket...wahk!suay la...juz nice la...she tapped...shook...n asked me to empty my pocke...threw awae the bottle of chewing gum...haha...sis was already scared...coz she warned me alot times...haha...ok...then reached home...slept...till 1.45...pity my frens la...need to study...i juz need to sleep...haha...<br />kk...<br /><br />tats all....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i miss u cayang!!!<br />hehe...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4169909079682000718?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-29426813283223327342009-08-13T07:30:00.000-07:002009-08-17T07:00:11.430-07:00alot of things ran through my mind when i started to think bout my frens troubles n miseries...why cant problems be solved by just snapping our fingers???why cant parents understand us???<br /><br />hmmm...<br /><br />as far as i know...everyone in the world has problems...no one has no problems...if not they are not humans...the main problems are alwaes about BGR n parents...riterite???<br /><br />haha...<br />kk...<br /><br />1)i see all these make people suffer alot...i see my frens being heartbroken coz they got separated...i see some laughing as if breaking up is a game...n i see those really2 hurt...i know how they feel...so i can write sometin bout it...<br /><br />2)i hear people complaining bout their parents scolding them over small things,not allowing them to go out with frens,parents beating them up,parents doing this n that...<strong>but have this people ever thought why this parents do this???</strong><br /><br /><br />back to (1)....having a relationship partner aint an easy task...we need to take care of each others feeling in order to last longer...we need each others trus in order to last long...we cant be too emotional to wad the other party does coz evryting they do will surely hurt others...we are all humans la...confirm we make problems in relationships...lik me la...kkkk...dun tok bout tat...some people are sadsad coz they think they love their partner sooo much....<br /><em>i did hear ppl sae tat secondary school love wont go far...<</em>em>its juz something to help us waste time in secondary school life...i guess they are right...how many people in the world are marrying their secondary school lover?not many rite?...tats the why i think they are right...kk enough bout that la...<br /><br /><br /><br />kk...back to (2)...PARENTS...ok...i know u guys find parents are annoying n irritating...but guess wad?have u ever thought of wad they felt when they were small?have u ever think why they do all these?its all because they dun wan us to make the same mistake that they have done...i think la...mayb theres some who are tortured when wheyy were young?i gt some frens...they told me tat they gt beaten by their parents evrydae...i dunno wadda hell is wrong with their parents...but if ur parents are lik dat,dun tink ur situation is the worst...there are still others having worst situation...just feel good that u still have some1 to scold u,to care for you,to tok to you,to nag at u...think of those who dun have parents at all...they dun get love...their life is all so lonely...parents love are somthing tat u wont get to feel again if they are gone...you cant buy it or earn it...SO,CHERISH UR PARENTS LOVE...they care for u...show them tat u care for them...<br /><br />kk...<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />if u think this is crap,juz tink la...<br />coz im in no position to write all these...<br />im juz writin wad im feeling...<br /><br />k...<br /><br />tc<br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2942681328322332734?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-39179376283523847462009-08-13T06:39:00.000-07:002009-08-13T06:43:47.537-07:00heyhey...<br />kk<br /><br />back again...after a few daes la kan...<br />haha...<br />kkk...<br />ssooo sch has been normal ...<br />i think...<br />hahaa...<br />gt the news tat nadiah is attatched again!!!<br />wooohhhooo!!!!<br />last long long long long nyer long la...<br />haha...<br /><br />kk...<br /><br />so 1 is happi n others still not ok...<br />haha<br /><br />kk...<br /><br />ncc todae ,stayed in ava room...got some tok...<br />n he knocked some sense in my head...<br />all tat he said is wad i had been doin this past few years...<br />hmmm...<br />isit good?<br />haha...<br />kk...<br />its mature tok la...<br />build up me confidence to do sometin...<br />haha...<br />kk...<br />lazy type2...<br /><br />n tomolo!<br />goin hey sushi with cuzzi "ascAlon"!!!<br /><br />wooohoooo....<br /><br />kk...<br />b back soon....<br /><br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3917937628352384746?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-40955524543514013632009-08-08T02:53:00.000-07:002009-08-08T03:04:11.927-07:00hey..<br />back again...<br /><br />its saturdae<br /><br />haha...<br />juz now foret to tok about the fridae prayer..<br />haha<br /><br /><br />kk...<br />yst i went for prayers with rafi...<br />i went in bermudas...<br />but brought kaen in my bag...<br /><br />hmmm...<br />before tat,i called haiqal n faiz...<br />wanted to go with them...<br />both ignored me...<br />so i went with rafi la...<br /><br />then,after prayers...<br />met frens at the ice kachang stall...<br />saw haiqal,faiz,hafirul,abid...<br /><br />they didn tegor me...<br />n i didn saw them...<br />then i went to them...<br />i saw haiqals eyes...<br />he was lik hiding something awae from me...<br />i didn care...<br />faiz n hafirul was doing the same...<br />i didn care la sial...<br /><br />haiqal memang gitu knknkn?<br />buat bodo sua...<br />yng geram pon aku per...<br />bukan ko kn???<br />n kater jer fatirah tk simpan secret wit each other...<br />tapi ko yng slalu simpan secret kn?<br />haiz...<br />taik la sey!<br /><br />tkper2...<br />ko brader aku...<br />aku sabar k???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haha...<br />tk lamer ko dapat balasan...<br />agaknyer la...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />n guess wad happened todae?<br /><br />i bathed more than seven times since morning...<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~min setan~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4095552454351401363?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-62836137443260674192009-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:002009-08-08T00:54:30.630-07:00haiz...<br />hello evryone...<br />haiz...<br />im having fever man!!<br />its hot hot hot!<br /><br />omg!<br /><br />thurs ,fri, todae!<br />haha...<br />kk...<br />tok bout yest celebration...<br />its fun coz all the e4rians were enjoying their national dae performance...<br />they shouted n wad wad wad la...<br /><br />tired sia...<br />my whole body is aching la sey...<br />ate alot of panadols...<br />but its increasing...<br />i dun 1 go doctor...<br />coz alot people need me in school ...<br />knknkn>???<br /><br />kk...<br />ssoooo<br /><br /><br />if any1 need me,juz call me mum hp k??<br />if she pick up,juz sae u wan tok to me...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />kk<br /><br /><br />tc evry1<br /><br /><br />dun get sick...<br />it sucks/...<br /><br /><br /><br />n wait...<br /><br />IQAAAH...<br />u did a great performance for band!<br />n u were sitting at the back...<br />haha...<br />pretty la sey!<br /><br />n SHERMAINE!<br />u did well too...<br />haha...<br /><br />good job guys...<br /><br /><br />love u all!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6283613744326067419?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-27524267445988682792009-08-03T07:50:00.000-07:002009-08-03T08:10:24.723-07:00hi...<br /><br />todae is the start of common test...<br />to be honest...<br />the test was damn bloody diff...<br />i guess la...<br />coz throughout the paper,my mind was tinkin,if i were to fail,will i go to NA next year!<br /><br />omg!<br /><br />its not gonna happen rite?<br />wad i need to do is study rite?<br />haiz...<br />if oni i get tution lik others...<br />riterite?<br />i cant study math alon...<br />n i cant go back home late...<br />so i cant study with some1 till night...<br />how to pass lik dat?<br />rite?<br />kk...<br />nev mind all tat...<br />juz pray n pray...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />btw...<br /><br />mother tongue class was cool juz now...<br />i guess?<br />cikgu made me sit beside izzati..<br />i was lik LOL?<br />tats lame...<br />haha<br /><br />but i lik lookin at her smile...<br />its lik soooo CUTE!!!<br />kn?<br /><br />but before goin to class...<br />i managed to sae hi to IQAAAH...<br />n she juz nodded...hmmm...<br />wads her prob?<br />haha...<br />n mind...<br /><br />respect....<br /><br />rite?<br /><br /><br />kk...<br /><br />choco!<br />shes buggin me while im writing this...<br />haha<br />keep typing my name...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />n wait...<br /><br />nadia nt comin to sch for a week...<br />n i gt to know tat shes not gonna miss me...<br />i think she gonna forget all her frens!!!<br />nooo!!!<br />tats a sickness u knw!<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />forgetting,<br />its not irritating,<br />but its good in some waes,<br />for some reasons shown in plays,<br />loving is something good,<br />without love,<br />life is nothing,<br />it doesnt mean if u lik some1,u dun one to hurt the other party's feelin,<br />u should be tough n try ur best!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />kk<br /><br />its crap la..<br />im gonna go mad!!!<br /><br /><br />noo!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />~min _ _ _ _ _ ~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2752426744598868279?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-64308990591571620752009-08-01T10:22:00.000-07:002009-08-01T10:52:19.889-07:00haha...<br />todae,IQAAAH bdae!<br /><br />wished her in the morning...<br />haha...<br />naseb baek terbangun.<br /><br />haha<br /><br />kk<br /><br />nth happen much then..<br />went cozwae in the morning to watch 'jangan pandang blakang congkak'...<br />wit sis n tis small cuzzie of mind...<br />dunno wad should call him?<br />nephew?anak sdare?anak tak sdare?..<br />haha..<br />lol<br /><br />the show was damn bloody lame!<br />but the whole cinema was all ours...<br />only the three of us there...<br />imagine being in a dark n huge room...<br />n watching a scary movie!!<br />eee!!!<br />soo scary...<br /><br />btw...sis said whe saw sometin at the end of the room...<br />man!<br />why cant i see those kindda stuff!<br />haha<br /><br />then went back home.<br />reach aroun 1.30...<br />went to civeic again to meet choco...<br />study n study...<br />had fun while she was testing me...<br />then went back...<br />around 8pm...<br />sis adked to follow her go civic again to get the little kid nyer shirt...<br />then eaded off to clementi to meet my bro in law...<br />haha...<br />had fun...<br />then went to mustafa centre...<br />walked2...<br />before we went home,we went for dinner...<br />had thosai!<br />haha...<br />but im still hungry...<br />lol<br /><br /><br />reach home around 12am...<br /><br />then o9 n now still not asleep...<br />haha<br /><br />take care n <br /><br /><br /><br />A VERI HAPPI 14th B'DAE TO MY IQaaaH!!!<br /><br /><br />love ya alwaes!<br /><br />k???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6430899059157162075?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-6964075176967559152009-07-30T06:53:00.000-07:002009-07-30T07:26:54.259-07:00hey..<br /><br />back home...<br />nite..<br />doin my lit wit choco..<br />haha<br /><br />kk<br /><br />im nt updating bout wad happen the past few daes..<br />mayb some ahk..<br /><br />kk...<br /><br />start wit todae...<br />haiz...<br /><br />skip the morning...<br /><br />recess...<br /><br />met farina n nadiah...<br />haiz...<br />a glimpse at nadiah,i knew she gt prob...<br />k...<br />called her name...<br />she ignored...<br />so walked wit faiz n rina to the fourth floor...<br />did my eng hw while waiting...<br />saw nadiah again...<br />called out her name...<br />but she ignored...<br />but i tried to follow her...<br />she was gone when she walked at the stairs...<br />haiz...<br />kk<br />decided to do my work...<br />then saw her again,...<br />called out the name,n was ignored...<br />LOL!<br />i thougt...<br />then...<br />when the bell rang,it was math!<br />haiqal n faiz left me walking alone...<br />but before the bell rang...<br />guess wad i saw...<br />IZZATI n RAMADAN walking together...<br />i felt sometin in me...<br />but i kept it cool..<br />my body felt weak...<br />kk<br />bell rang...<br />n nadiah called me...<br />haiz...<br />i was in my world then...<br />walkin alone after being left by my bro as they scare of adrian...<br />haha<br />kk...<br />nadiah called me...<br />tokked to me bout her prob wit haruni...<br />my voice was quite soft...<br />i didn knw why...<br />heartpain?<br />haha...<br />haruni came...nadiah tokked to her...<br />they tokked lik minah...<br />n i was in between them...<br />haha<br />weird?<br />kk..<br />then nadiah walked awae...<br />didn know why she lik to do tat when im right infront of her...<br />haiz...<br />kk nev mind...<br />let it go..<br />on the wae down do 3rd floor,saw hafirul suppourting ahmad...<br />ahmad was lik damn.....dunno la...he was lik crying his eyes out...<br />haiz...i know how he felt...but its a good thing,coz he gets to know how i feel when he was with izzati...knkn???<br />haha<br />kk.tokked to him in the toilet...sent him back to class...walked back to class...haha...then my body was lik soo shaking...i could not write a single number in class...my mind was tinkin bouNADIAH n IZZATI n RAMADAN...<br />haiz...sad thing...my eyes were lik soo pain suddenly...then i went to toilet to wash my face....<br /><br />kk...<br />skip the other lessons...<br />after sch...<br /><br />rina n nadiah was there...<br />kk ...<br />tokked...<br />n suddenly she ignored me n tokked to haiqal...haiz...ignored tat...coz i know im not tat important to my frens anywae...juz lik my mum saes....i gt a very suay face...haiz ...trien alot of things to make ppl lik me..but too bad for me...i cant change my self ...haiz...so no one trust me too...why should i care...even bro monstarr hates my presence...felt tis too looong ago...felt tat he hated my presense...but thought tat i shouldnt care...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />k la...<br /><br />now bout my life lak k???<br /><br />didn know why...but ive noticed...long time ago...but didn know if i should share...<br />hmmm...since young,my mind alwaes have my mum words...lik those 'suay'thingy,'no one likes me'not even my cuzzies look down on me,'i will alwaes be stupid'...<br />n more la...<br /><br />haiz...<br />been thinking n thinking...but didn know wat to do...my frens are alwaes liked by everyone...but im juz the opposite...no one trust me...no one likes me...no one sides me...nev mind all that...all this tat i felt,hmmm, i dunno if anyone got feel this b4 ,but it seriously hurt...i juz dunno how to get wad i dun hav...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />difiucult...patience i guess...but why?monstarr get what he want everytime...n i juz cant...dun tok bout faiz la...he get everytin he wantseven if he doesnt ask for is...maybe im juz unlucky kn???<br />haiz...<br /><br />n n n...<br /><br />i juz feel lik writin a poem for nadiah...<br />but i juz dunno which words to use...<br />haha<br /><br />k la ...<br /><br /><br />be back soon!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nadiah!im there...ure nt a wall...n im not invincible...<br />frens are alwaes there for u...<br />jgn pikir sangat sal aper orng buat pat ko...<br />they stare u....u stare them k???<br /><br />tok to u in sch ???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />muhimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-696407517696755915?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-53876217527664217442009-07-25T09:58:00.000-07:002009-07-25T10:08:50.813-07:00hey guys...<br /><br />haha...<br />didn update 4 a week rite?<br />haha...<br />bz i guess...<br />hmmm<br /><br />in this week,helped to tok to my bro bout his probs...<br />n waes to settle them...<br />haha...<br />tookkkeedd to my future sistar which is gonna be his soon...<br />i guess la...<br />haha<br /><br />pray for him k guys?<br /><br /><br />coz i reali think he is innocent chap in his past relationship...<br />onli his 'ex'took advantage of him...<br /><br />haha...<br />kk cool bout those stuff..<br />haha...<br />miss my gurl lots...<br /><br />i think?<br />haha<br /><br />kk<br /><br />...<br /><br />then todae went to expo n airport...<br />ahha<br />...<br />reached hom...<br />sleep...<br />wake up...<br /><br /><br />my bro asked me out to plae takraw...<br />haha<br /><br />but cannot...<br />kk<br /><br />tats all la...<br />lazy type...<br />but wait...<br />i wanna write sometin down...<br /><br />in malay can?<br /><br />k la..<br />its the 1st stanzas of fatirah's song...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />its for me bro ~fruxx~<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Farinna....<br />dirimu bagai permata...<br />dalam hidupku yang penuh sensara..<br />kini baru ku sedari...<br />kesilapanku ini...<br /><br />kk..wait...i forget the next few...<br /><br />kk<br /><br />how bout in english...<br />juz writin these for bro ~fruxx~<br /><br /><br />forget the padt n juz move on...<br />ur fear may lead to u being single urself...<br />trust urself,trust ur friends...<br />u can be with her if u have the courage...<br />from the wae she toks...<br />u should know for urself tat she is ok with ur accompany...<br />use tat as an advantage...<br /><br />kkk???<br /><br /><br />trust me la...<br />lol<br /><br /><br />macam pakar ehk??<br /><br />haha<br /><br />gd luck<br /><br /><br /><br />~bOi M~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5387621752766421744?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-24546157396463023462009-07-21T05:44:00.000-07:002009-07-21T06:26:31.462-07:00hey evryone...<br />haha<br /><br />long time nev update rite???<br />haha..bein bz lately<br /><br />haha<br /><br />kk<br /><br />i gt alot probs now in sch..<br /><br /><br />hmm<br />haiz...<br /><br />but not gonna elaborate on that...<br /><br />i juz felt lik i need write these down...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />problems alwaes occur in relationship,<br />without it relationship means nothing,<br />but how could one party(girl) do something wihtout thinkin of the other party's(boi) feeling?<br />if the gurl,did smtin,n the boi has to bear with it for months,<br />do u know how it feels?<br /><br />i feel for the boi man!<br />its not because of gender...<br />but i juz felt him...<br /><br />kk...<br /><br />k la...<br />to make it simple...<br />boi=my fren...<br />i know that hes been suffering quietly...<br />i know him too well...<br />he juz kept it to himself...<br />stories shared between us are alwaes about love life...<br />hmm...<br /><br />i alwaes feel him whenever he tells me his story...<br />but big mistake made by him...<br />he beared the pain for too long...<br />n should had ended tis longlong ago la...<br />hmmm...<br />nev mind...<br />i dunno wads next<br /><br /><br />soo lets wait ahk<br /><br /><br />kk??<br /><br /><br /><br />anytin tok to me in sch k???<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2454615739646302346?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-70977989165789681802009-07-18T10:00:00.000-07:002009-07-18T10:04:26.515-07:00heyhey...<br /><br />im too tired todae...<br />haha...<br />now is 1am...<br />my cuzzies just got home...<br />man!<br />its soo tiring...<br />didn get to rest...<br />they played my psp n im all bored at home..<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />kk...<br />eclipse is comin...<br />n its a big dae for me!<br />but guess wad...next week im gonna go pokai!<br />bdae evrydae...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />hehe...<br /><br /><br />kk...im too tired now...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />update next time...<br /><br />n wait..<br />guess wad...<br /><br />ppl are llokin for myy bros<br /><br />n guess wad i will do??<br />haha<br /><br /><br />muhaimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7097798916578968180?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-84880002063128888512009-07-11T09:14:00.000-07:002009-07-11T09:34:23.526-07:00wwwwwooohhhhhoooooo!!!<br /><br />its a happi dae!!!<br />my bro n sis are celebrating their 1st year anni todae!!!<br /><br />they faced challenges..<br />they quarreled...<br />they ....<br />alot lahk!!<br /><br />but what ever happens...<br />nothing can break them apart!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />last long k guys....<br /><br />hmmm<br /><br />lets see...<br />will these help...<br />if not nice dun comment...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />love is the key of a relationship,<br />without love,relationships are nothing,<br />without friendship,love will sail like a ship,<br />trusting each other is the main thing,<br />but how long can u withstand that?<br />for days,for years,for life?<br />prolems could settle if either party doesnt make anyone mad,<br />cant u see it,its LOVE not anything else...<br /><br />haha<br /><br />crap...<br /><br />how bout this...<br /><br /><br /><br />plain words made u feel better,<br />if by doing so makes you sool,<br />then so be it,<br />just trust him once n his feelings wont fade,<br />make no trouble even if you see double,<br />just make sure this is ur fate,<br />dun regret by the dscision u make,<br />coz every fairytale has a happy ending...<br /><br />trust each other n u will last,<br />trust ur fens n it will blast,<br />treasure ur love like u havent got it before,<br />keep it well n u wont ever lose it...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hahaha...<br />another crap...<br /><br /><br />THIS IS FOR U GUYS AITE!!!<br /><br /><br />~IFFA-LOVE-FAIZ~<br />~FAIZ-LOVE-IFFA~<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />HAPPI ANNI TO U GUYS...<br />mark my words<br /><br /><br />u will last if u heed those crap things i wrote...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~muhaimin~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8488000206312888851?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-64406911386509567912009-07-09T07:20:00.001-07:002009-07-09T07:43:54.665-07:00its saywhale bdae todae!!!<br /><br />woohhooo...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wait..<br /><br />i wan tok bout my dae in sch first...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />kk<br /><br />go to sch wit faiz...<br />then...,<br />same thing evry dae...<br />then...<br />in sch...<br />tokkedd to her...<br /><br />plan bout later...<br /><br />then decide what time...<br /><br />then <br /><br />after sch...stae in sch for smtins...<br />the finish...<br />go out sch...<br />go cwp buy cake wit iqah n rosana...<br />then waited for bdae gurl...<br />then... clbrate...<br />then they played cakes...<br />then met my sis...<br />then go home...<br />hmm....<br />haiz....<br /><br />n i didn get to walk wit her todae...<br />haiz...<br />tot wanted to...<br />lol...<br />haiz<br /><br /><br />felt bad..<br />but what to do...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />let me try my writin a poem...<br />erhmm,erhmmm...<br /><br /><br /><br />love...<br />love controls evryting...<br />it is said to be the most powerful word i a relationship...<br />building love takes time...<br />anyone who tries to force it,will eventually be unloved...<br />its what evryone wants...<br />but its difficult to earn...<br />time is all u need to grow ur love for someone...<br />patience is all u need to be in love...<br />whatever it is...<br />i've felt love...<br />but didn know if its for the right person...<br /><br />but im now,building a new love palace in heart...<br />trying to forget the past...<br />whatever it is...<br />in relationships...<br />couples should trus each other n they will last..<br />bear with each other n they will last...<br />tats what i think...<br />a simple mistake could be the cause of a break up...<br />thats what every couples hate...<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />lik real la...<br />im tokin crap here...<br />lol<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />muhaimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6440691138650956791?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-15807814773447542602009-07-03T10:35:00.000-07:002009-07-03T10:45:46.929-07:00haiz...<br /><br />its athe end of the first week of sch...<br />i think i did well this qst week...<br />i concentrate in evry class except for mother tongue...<br /><br />tis week,heard some news tat 'they'broke up...<br />dont know if its a good news or not...<br />tokked to ahmad evrydae bout tis prob...<br />he doesnt seem happy bout tis...<br />i think we he felt the same thing as me when she broke up with me...<br />haiz...<br />he told me tat he couldnt sleep well for daes...<br />tinkin bout tis...<br />n i told him,'hw bout me?i faced tis for 11 mths n still counting...<br />i think evry night,we would think of the same thing again n again...<br />thinking of wad wrong did we do to be in tis state<br /><br />sorry ahk BRO!<br /><br />i suffered more than u...<br />atleast u get to giv her a gift that will be the mark of ur relationship...<br />but not me...<br />i gave her my love but she dumped it...<br /><br />hmmm...<br /><br />kk<br /><br />soo...<br />i think their prob is about a third party...<br />i respect him for once...<br />he is beeing honest...<br />he told her the situation himself...<br />hmmm...<br />tats wad a man is made up of...<br />honesty...<br />i respect u lah bro!...<br /><br />kk...<br />but i think she doesnt want me to get involve in this...<br />hmmm...<br />she scolded him for telling me bout tis situation...<br />hmm...<br />dunno wads her prob larh...<br />haiz...<br />giving all her ex a heartbroken n leaving a mark in it...<br /><br />....<br /><br />hmmm<br /><br />guess thats all...<br /><br />n guess wad...<br /><br />FaTiRah is growing by daes!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />so watch out ya!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />muhaimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1580781477344754260?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-64625901189855440962009-06-30T08:25:00.000-07:002009-06-30T08:32:17.627-07:00hey...back for another update...<br /><br />hmmm...<br />todae is tuesdae...<br />went to sch with bro faiz as per normal...<br />school...<br /><br />okok...<br /><br />tok to miss azleen too...<br />about studies...<br />haiz...<br />seating arrangement changed in class...<br /><br />hhaha<br /><br />tats all soo lame...<br /><br />after sch..<br />went to woodland checkpoint with faiz n nabil to buy my shoe...<br />reached my block,went to rc to do sci project...<br />guess wad?<br /><br />got a news...<br />dunno whether its good or bad...<br />n its bugging mr crazily...<br />i cant stop tinkin bout it...<br />thought i had forgotten it...<br />but i was reminded of it again...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br />takes time to forget things...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />gtg<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />muhaimin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6462590118985544096?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-81818508005104484482009-06-26T08:44:00.000-07:002009-06-26T08:50:34.234-07:00hey guys...<br />i dun really know wad to update...<br />coz nth cool happened tis pass few daes...<br />haha...<br />juz gonna type some stupid stuffs...<br /><br />juz read...<br /><br /><br />haha<br /><br />met with nas last two daes...<br />waited for liyana for an hour at yc...<br />he wanted to get to know her more...<br />so i accompanied him as liyana was my pri sch fren...<br />he brought his skateboard...<br />i played fell a couple of times...<br />hurts alot thought...<br />haha<br />we chatted n chatted till she came out...<br /><br />she finally came out after an hour...<br />walked with her n nas to the traffic light n i told nas to send her home...<br />didn knw wad happened next...<br />but i did saw nas walking behind her all the time...<br />haha<br /><br />hes shy...<br />n i cn see tat...<br />haha<br /><br />im juz wishing him luck...<br />hope he gets a really good gf tat will take care of him unlike his ex...<br />treated him so cruelly without respect...<br />haha...<br /><br />i think tats all...<br />haha<br /><br />juz typing to waste time...<br /><br />n guess wad?<br /><br /><br />i haven got enought sleep tis holidae,nt bcoz i was studying but ncoz i plaed games1!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />c u guys on mondae aite!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />muhaimin...<br /><br />1st chair to fatirah...<br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8181850800510448448?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-87806643790549512772009-06-21T02:38:00.000-07:002009-06-21T03:08:36.714-07:00hey guys...<br /><br />im back to update...<br />woohhooo<br /><br />i wanna tok bout the bbq dae on 18-06-09...<br /><br />miss azleen spoilt my whole mood on that dae...<br />but before that lets start with the trip to pasir ris...<br /><br />i met haiqal,faiz,nabil n eqah at my void deck...<br />nabil asked eqah along as she was his close fren i guess..<br /><br />haha<br /><br />we went off to cozwae point to meet the rest of my classmates...<br />waited there sometime...<br />while waiting,took some pictures n then went off...<br />the trip was quite far but it wasnt tiring as we are with our frens...<br /><br />reached pasi ris...<br /><br />haiqal suggest that we walked to the pit as he knew the wae...<br />we walked n walked...<br />took some pics using faiz handphone...<br />walked some more...<br />went pass a fishing place...<br />then we reached downtown east...<br />reached there quite early...<br />met with miss azleen...<br />saw her n we four brothers started making the fire...<br /><br />it was a tough job...<br />it was very hot...<br />all of us put on our caps...<br />the sky was very clear n we were being bbqued ourselves!<br />the charcoal heat was damn hot...<br />the we fanned the coal n we put the firestarters to heat the coal...<br /><br />haiz...<br />managed to heat the coal after 1 hour plus...<br />i think...<br />while we were making fire...<br />the rest of them were buzy finishing the water n playin with the ball...<br />we four bro's are sweating like hell..<br />haha<br /><br />got a sip of water and start bbq...<br /><br />while doing tat,ms azleen called me n wanted to tok bout the money that was used to buy the stuffs...<br />i sat down n we tokked...<br />tok..<br />tok..<br />tokkkked...<br />then she said...<br />go n reflect n think wad i hav done with the money...<br />damn!<br />im pissed by the tone she had used to tok to me...<br />why can she ask politely n why muz she sae it in an accusing tone!!!<br /><br />i hate it!!!<br /><br />i had done nothing wrong with the money n she is accusing me of using the money...<br />haiz...<br />she told me to think,<br />n i started goin through the things tat i hav bought...<br />haiz...<br />wasted some time there...<br />my mood to bbq was deffinitely gone tanx to her..<br />i wrote down the things tat i hav bought with no receipts...<br />wrote on a paper plate...<br />gave her n told her to calculate...<br />the amount was correct...<br />but she started to tokk to me bout life in the future n wad la...<br />lalalalalalalalala was all in my head...<br />why should i liutsen when she had accused me...<br /><br />finished tokin...<br /><br />called my mum to tok to her...<br />luckily my mum was on my side...<br />she comforted me n im cool...<br />but the thing i missed while i was angry was,i missed taking pics with my bro's n sis...<br />haiz...<br />they enjoyed n im not...<br />they had their pics,n i dun...<br />haiz...<br />missed that momonet...<br />after some time,azleen went home...<br />dont know why my bro's 'salam'her...<br />wad is wrong with them i thought...<br />but<br />hahhaa...<br />dun care la...<br />shes gone...<br />n we are back to hav fun<br /><br />continued to bbq till night...<br />some went home but we stayed...<br />haha<br /><br />bbq the prawns till its finished...<br />bbq the satay till its finished...<br />then we finishe the food till 11++++<br />got home by taxi...<br />and reached home by 1am..<br />haha<br />got some scolding but felt tat i deserved it...<br />hahaa<br /><br />if only izzati followed to the bbq...<br />we could watch the stars n ships passin by...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />k lah...<br />update another dae aite!!!<br /><br />tc<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8780664379054951277?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-81443552828917493302009-06-16T08:56:00.000-07:002009-06-16T09:15:58.824-07:00hey...<br />back for a little update...<br />hmm...<br />as u know...<br />on 13 96 09 is a great they for the new couple...<br />haiz...<br />IZZATI + AHMAD = COUPLE...<br />yeah..<br />its them again...<br />their mothsary had just passed...<br />n im all pissed...<br />he got her in a few months with some stupid words n he got to be with her for a month...<br />wadda HELL!!!<br /><br />i cant stand it...<br />from wad i know...<br />they didn go out as she was bz n he got the cheek to chat wit me on9...<br />haha...<br />tokked some things n he suddenly got quiet...<br />dunno wadda hell is his prob...<br />now...as the daes goes by,my feeling for her still remains...<br />that should be the true love...<br />haha<br />guessing onli...<br />but seriously...<br /><br />evry nitee before i sleep...<br />i would plae the song that ur hearing now...<br />yeah the one ure litsening...<br />right here waitin...<br />i hear that song n it gives me more courage n patience to wait for her...<br />but whenever i litsen to it...<br />im in a deep thought...<br />flashbacks got to me...<br />thought of the first time i met her...<br />thought of the first word i said to her...<br />thought of the wae she laughed...<br />thought of the wae she looked at me...<br />thought of the wae she smiles...<br />thought of all the times i managed to spend wit her...<br />haiz...<br />its sad though...<br />it made me wanna cry...<br />but too bad i felt...<br />she wont feel a single pain...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />why is she so unique from the rest of the gurls...<br /><br /><br /><br />hmmm...<br />let me try to list some opposite stuffs to show u example between me n her aite...<br /><br /><br /><br />heaven - hell<br />black - white<br />dark - bright<br />sun - moon<br />happy - sad<br />gurl - boy<br />run - walk<br />LOVE - UNLOVED<br />bad - good<br />soft - hard<br />smart -stupid<br />shout - whisper<br />sleep - awake<br />smile - frown<br />cat - dog<br />rich - poor<br /><br /><em><strong>IZZATI</strong></em>- <strong><em>MUHAIMIN</em></strong><br /><br /><br />i think thats all rite???<br />haiz...<br />how sad...<br />me n her are totally different...<br />but no matter what...<br />im gonna wait...<br />n wait...<br />n wait...<br />n wait...<br />haiz...<br />lets see if anyone could break open my heart n feel it with a new love...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I LOVE HER !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8144355282891749330?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-27819919616610389632009-06-03T09:32:00.001-07:002009-06-03T09:46:04.686-07:00hey guys...<br />felt sometin different when i couldnt update my blog...<br />its the onli place for me to tok bout her...<br /><br />sooo...<br />im gonna start bout the things that had happened from the dae i stpped updating till now....<br /><br />i know its a long time....<br /><br />but cut it short n simple aite?<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />thought i could win her heart by doing things for her...<br />but all i did was in vain...<br />her heart was filled with love by a friend of mine...<br />they got together on 13 05 09...<br />that was on the marking dae...<br />i had been treating him as friend all this while...<br />but he took awae evrytin from me...<br />she was my life n he got her by some sweet talking???<br />i know he's rich...<br />he's cool...<br />he's handsome....<br />all of those are the opposite of me...<br />all the girls call him 'hot stuff'<br />hmmmph...<br />HECK CARE LAR!!!<br />hes my number 1 rival now...<br /><br />but still...<br />i need concentrate on my sudies too...<br />dun wanna let my family down...<br />they are part of me too...<br />i cant just feel lost by losing her...<br />i need to prove myself to win her back rite???<br />haiz....<br />its sad seeing them in sch walking together during recess...<br />sitting side by side...<br />holding each others hands...<br />go back home together...<br />haiz...<br />wad a sweet couple...<br /><br />her smile could be seen more often when shes with him...<br />it looks good on her...<br /><br />so...<br /><br />watching your loved one being happy makes you feel happy,<br />watching ur loved one sad makes yourself mad,<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2781991961661038963?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-27187003425784840462009-05-01T00:55:00.000-07:002009-05-01T01:00:09.765-07:00hey...<br /><br />i wont be back to son aite...<br /><br />got some probs larx...<br />alot of things hapened in school...<br />i mising her more n more daily.<br />haiz...<br />but i cant tel u guys anything anymore till i can on9 again...<br />sad...<br />but ell u wad...<br />to to me in school...<br />hhahaa...<br /><br /><br />n wait...<br /><br />i got her a bear for her bdae n i get to tok a few words to her...<br /><br />happy happy...<br /><br />n can also help me take good cae f her k??...<br />i dun think she wll tok to me again coz i couldt text her...<br />haiz...<br />wad a waste of a chance rite???<br /><br />k la...<br />bb...<br /><br />tok in schol!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2718700342578484046?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-6138843604402183042009-04-24T05:51:00.000-07:002009-04-24T06:57:58.347-07:00hey...<br /><br />me didn update for 5 daes already..<br /><br />haiz<br /><br /><br />alot sad things happened...<br />on sundae...<br />haiz...<br />i text her while i was on myy wae wo cwp wit my sis...<br />she replied my msgs unwillingly...<br />then she finally said...<br />why muz she reply my msg???<br />even though shes not bz,she wouldnt want to msg me...<br />haiz...<br />me damn sad sia...<br />a drop of tear dropped from my eye...<br />i quickly wipe it of so that my sis wouldnt know wads happening...<br />haiz...<br />i was damn sad throughout the dae sehk...<br />haiz...<br /><br />but nev mind...<br /><br />the next dae...<br /><br /><br /><br />hmm...<br /><br />i forget lehk...<br /><br />but on tuesdae...<br />i waas on my wae back to class during recess...<br />while going up the stairs...<br />alot of my friend said theres a situation in the class next to mine!!!<br />i didn bpther at first...<br />thought they were joking...<br />haiz...<br />it was her class!!!<br /><br />but while walking up...<br />i thought again...<br />what if something really happened there...<br />without waiting anymore...<br />i rushed to her class...<br />wow!!!<br />saw all the NA n NT mina all surrounding her clas...<br /><br />PALA BUTO!!!<br />i saw my future gf crying endlessly!!!<br />PUA CHI BAI!!!<br /><br />they big fuck ahk sia???<br />go my future gf class n make her cry...<br />when i came...<br />i stared at every single 1 of them...<br />i was really pissed off!!!<br />MOTHER FUCKER!!!<br />think they gurl i scared ahk sia!!!<br />lucky they walked off when i came...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />im seriously heart pain...<br />i have been thinking alot ...<br />i didn tok to her when she was crying...<br />i didn even have the courage to tok to her...<br />am i fit to be wit her???<br />haiz...<br />i should have tokked to her n helped her settle...<br />haiz...<br />wadda hell is wrong wit me...<br />waas it shy or was it fear that made me didn tok to her???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />im angry wit myself for not tokin to her!!!<br /><br />aaahhkkk!!!<br /><br />nev mind...<br /><br />soo i went looking for each of the gurl to find out wad happened...<br />gt some answer from haiqal's girlfriend qushairah...<br />wow...<br />its damn complicated...<br />i warned them not to disturb my future gf again...<br />i think they didn care...<br />haha...<br />but atleast i did something to help my IZZATI rite???<br /><br />its damn hurting seeing someone u love crying...<br />the feeling is very...<br />hmmm...<br />difficult to describe...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />soo...<br />i took care of her damn well the next dae...<br />she was even afraid to go home...<br />i wanted to send her home but she went off 1st...<br />so i let her b but told some people to take care of her for me...<br />on tuesdae oso...<br />i followed her to recess to take care of her...<br />on thursdae too...<br />haiz...<br />but todae...<br />haiz...<br />i was walking with her n her friends when 1 of the mina stared at me...<br />haha...<br />she then shouted at me with wad words oso i dunno...<br />haha...<br />i quarreled wit her n didn notice that IZZATI was gone...<br />i quarreled with that gurl bcoz of IZZATI...<br />haiz...<br />wad really dissapoint me was,my neighbour was on that mina side...<br />haiz...<br />heck care la!!!<br />now all the NA n NT mina are my enemy...<br /><br />mother fish burger!!!<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />i promised myself at that moment that i will take care of IZZATI as long as i can survive the ignorance taht she has been giving me...<br />haiz...<br />i love her!!!<br />its not like!!!<br />im even willing to send her home everydae even if my family scolds me!!!<br />i dun care!!!<br />she is all i need to complete my life!!!<br />jyeah!!!<br />tats great man!!!<br /><br />tomorrow is her bdae!!!<br />n her parents are coming to school...<br />i dunnoe wad to giv her<br />should i giv her a rose??<br />haiz...<br />tell ya tomolo!!!<br /><br />if i can update la...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE/<br />RASYIQAH<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-613884360440218304?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-28732837173945946642009-04-18T03:17:00.000-07:002009-04-18T04:40:52.008-07:00haiz...<br />sorry nev update yesterdae...<br /><br />tired la...<br /><br />bout yesterdae...<br /><br />after school , i went for fridae prayers with faiz...<br />after that we head back to school...<br />rested for awhile...<br />we stayed in class...<br />while waiting for the others...<br />i did some work...<br />then...<br />guess wad...<br />IZZATI walked pass my class...<br />i looked at her n she also looked at me...<br />wow!!!<br />we made eye contact for 2 times after 5 moths!!!<br /><br />yeah i thought...<br />then...<br />around 3 plus...<br />our match was about to start...<br />we went to the canteen to get oursleves ready...<br />warmed up a little bit...<br />our match was against the same opponent the other time...<br />ROJAK - METALICA...<br />metalica was my team...<br />when the match was about to start,i saw her sitting by the field...<br />i knew that she would be coming to watch him plae...<br />so i set my mind to plae better then last time so i could impress her...<br />after a few minutes,his team scored the first goal...<br />haiz...<br />nev mind i thought...<br />then the second score came...<br />and the third...<br />and the forth...<br />throughout the match,i was marking him...<br />non stop...<br />i didn gave him any chance to snatch the ball awae from my teamates...<br />i think i had played well when she was around...<br /><br />10 minutes left in the first half...<br />i was controlling the ball well all the wae to the left side of the field...<br />i saw her looking...<br />i chased after the ball like hell when it was almost going out of the field...<br />i chased it at full speed while challenging the other team defener...<br />we made body cntact with each other while chasing after the ball when i decided to jump befor the linee so that i could stop the wall...<br />halfwae in the air,the defender pushed me n i was thrown out of the pitch...<br />waahkk!!!!<br />pain sia!!!<br />i eared the pain as i know that IZZATI was around...<br />i couldnt bent my wrist n my leg was cramp...<br />they treated the cramp n i continued playin...<br />the pain in my wrist was bearable...<br />so i continued playing n tried to be more carefull...<br />then i saw her packing her things n walked off...<br />then when she was halfwae walking,i heard her shout'bye fai'...<br />fai was her crush nick name...<br />haiz...<br />it was damn hurting man...<br />worst then the pain in my hand...<br />haiz...<br />i then played the game till end of 1st half...<br />im dead tired sia...<br />haiz...<br /><br />second half...<br /><br />i played a little bit not better then i did in the second half...<br />i playedas midfielder till the last ten minutes when i asked the goalkeepr of my team to take over my place...<br />he could plae any position as he was good...<br />he scored for us a goal n i make the opponent get 1 goal too...<br />haiz...<br />felt bad...<br />haha...<br /><br />after that ...<br />went home with eqah...<br />gt home n went to sleep...<br />haha...<br /><br />tats all for yesterdae...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />todae...<br /><br />woke up at 7...<br />did my prayer...<br />then went baack to sleep...<br />woke up again at 9...<br />then prepared my number 4 uniform...<br />wore it n im off...<br />it was very hot dae...<br />walked to school perspiringly...<br />hot hot hot!!!<br /><br />reached school n rested...<br /><br /><br />did my duty...<br />went back home...<br />eat...<br />then played game...<br />then update my blog...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />tats all...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE/<br />RASYIQAH<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2873283717394594664?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-41193339115115902472009-04-16T06:58:00.001-07:002009-04-16T07:29:57.922-07:00haiz...<br /><br />todae...<br /><br />not that fun...<br />still very sad...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />in the morning...<br /><br />heard her tokin bout her crush again...<br />haiz...<br />spoilt my dae...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />morning lessons are the same...<br />onli tat i gt scolded by art teacher as i didn managed to print pictures of butterfly...<br />haiz...<br />after recess,it was mother tongue class...<br />i gt some glimpse of her...<br />n was a bit delighted...<br />haiz...<br />after class,while walking back to class,i walked behind her...<br />heard her talking n giggled...<br />it was quite loud...<br />haiz...<br />sad sehk...<br />see her...<br />then she was looking at her fren looking at the back...<br />i know that she could see that i am looking at her...<br />n i know that she was trying not to see me...<br />haiz...<br />heart pain...<br />haiz...<br /><br />then ,class continued as usual...<br />i was thinkin of her all the wae in class...<br />my thoughts of her were not drifting awae,instead,more came...<br />haiz...<br />then,during the history lesson,her classs was going somewhere...<br />i juz had the feeling to look at the back door after she had walked past the window...<br />guess wad...<br />i saw her lookin into my class...<br />i saw her eyes...<br />n i thinks she saw my eyes...<br />i think tats the first time we made eyee contact wit each other after a long long time...<br />haiz...<br />after she walked away...<br />i banged my head several times hard on my table...<br />haiz...<br />i wanted to faint...<br />but shermaine woke me up from all that by pinching her...<br />hax...<br />muz tank her...<br />hehe...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br />skip to after sch...<br /><br />the releive teacher was stnding outside my class...<br />then i saw qistina n <em>IZZATI</em> talking to the teacher...<br />they were very close to her since last her...<br />they were talking n i saw IZZATI leaning against the wall...<br />haiz...<br />i was admiring her when she suddenly looked in my class n saw me...<br />she backed off the wall...<br />i think she doesnt want to see my face...<br />thats why she backes of...<br />haiz...<br />sad...<br />heart pain...<br />haiz...<br /><br />wad have i done wrong???<br />haiz...<br />why muz she do that???<br /><br /><br />at night...<br />i was o9...<br />gt her of9 msg...<br />n she said that if i didn know the whole story then i should keep my mouth shut...<br />haiz...<br />sad lehk...<br /><br />i have thought of wad she said...<br />if i dunno the whole story then i should shut up...<br />so i made a promise to myself that imnot goin to tok if its not important...<br />im gonna keep my mouth shut...<br />haiz...<br />sad lehk...<br />im goin to emo till i know the whole story...<br />or atleast till she acccept me...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE/<br />RASYIQAH<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />~ I ~ ~ LOVE ~ ~ IZZATI ~ ~!!!!!!!!!~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-4119333911511590247?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-67372828980330488122009-04-15T06:42:00.000-07:002009-05-18T02:13:27.858-07:00haiz...<br /><br />me back again...<br /><br />todae veri sad lahk...<br />she hurt me deeply...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />but me start from morning aite???<br /><br /><br />went to sch wit faiz as usual...<br />reach school n sat near her as usual...<br />said the pledge...<br />bla bla bla...<br /><br />saw her quite a few times before goin back to class...<br />heard her laughter...<br />it brighten up my morning...<br /><br />haiz...<br />in class...<br />study study study...<br />haiz...<br />recess...<br />sat in class...<br />watch the rain while thinkin about her...<br /><br />recess over...<br />continue studying...<br /><br />finish school...<br />go for mrs goh class...<br />start to make bread...<br />we can do any shape we want wit the given items...<br />the first thing that came to my mind was <em>IZZATI</em>...<br />haiz...<br />i made some heart shapes...<br />some letters...<br />n made more presentable one...<br />so i can giv her...<br />after baking...<br />all the shapes changed...<br />haiz...<br />i forgot thet the dough would expand after baking..<br />haiz...<br />i sad...<br />couldn giv her sometin nice todae...<br /><br />WAIT!~!~!<br /><br />forgot to sae this...<br />hafirul tokked to me again man!!!<br />he tokked to me as though he is innocent...<br />im still waitin for the word sorry to come out of his mouth...<br />he kept tokin to me as though nothing happened...<br />haha...<br />i didn tokked much to him...<br />juz a few words....<br /><br />kk continue bout<em> IZZATI</em>...<br />haiz...<br />after cookin class...<br />went out of the room...<br />then saw azira n faiz...<br />faiz was waitin for me...<br />azira was waitin for <em>IZZATI</em>...<br />i told azira to pass the bread to <em>IZZATI</em>...<br />then i walked off..<br />stayed ot the street court for awhile...<br />saw her walkin ...<br />she walked past me then i saw her walking towards nabil...<br />didn know wad she did...<br />haiz...<br />when she was quite far awae...<br />i walked home...<br />walking towards nabil to give him a hand shake...<br />then he told me that she didn want the bread...<br />i asked him,wheres the bread...<br />then he said,he ate it alr...<br />haiz...<br />i was sad...<br />heartbroken...<br />hurt...<br />haiz...<br />i think she didn even take a glimpse on the bread n gave it to him...<br />haiz...<br />i walked home sadly with faiz...<br />haiz...<br /><br />my emoing days wint gonna end...<br />its gonna be extended...<br />she took it for granted...<br />thinking that we're not fated...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />wad a sad thing...<br /><br /><br />sad <br />sad<br />sad<br />sad<br />sad<br />sad<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />but whatever she do to make me hate her,i will be in love wit her more...<br />even if people sae that there are alot more gurls in the world,<br />theres onli 1 gurl in my heart...<br /><br />n thats her...<br />and onli her...<br />no matter what...<br /><br />i dun giv a damn to what people force me to do...<br />the onli thing that can try to do is to win her heart...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />she forms my heart...(other than god)<br />haiz...<br /><br />onli for her i can do miracles... <strong> OTHER</strong><br />onli for her i can study... <strong>THAN</strong>onli for her i go to school... <strong> GOD</strong><br />onli for her that im happy...<br />onli for her that im emoing...<br />onli for her that i have the feeling of love... <br />onli for her that i feel angry... <br />onli for her that i feel sad... <br />onli for her that i feel hurt... <br /> <br />haiz... <br /> <br />onli for her that im living... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />be back soon... <br />haiz... <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br />credits to: <br />REGINE/ <br />RASYIQAH<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-6737282898033048812?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-33894417629081966472009-04-14T07:24:00.000-07:002009-04-14T07:56:52.518-07:00hey...<br />back again...<br /><br />todae...<br />start the dae wit cooking...<br />hehe...<br />home econ practical...<br />i muz sae that im nt impress wit wad i have done wit the noodle...<br />but atleast i got a compliment by the teacher...<br />tanx to my garnishing...<br />haha...<br /><br />kk...<br />stop bout that...<br /><br /><br />skip the lessons till the mother tongue lesson...<br />hehe...<br />while walking to the mother tongue class,i didn get to see izzati...<br />haiz...<br />sad lahk...<br />then in class...<br />teacher told her to pin up her beautiful hair...<br />haiz...<br />she pinned up,but she looks prettier...<br />i fell in love with her more!!!<br />after that,didn get to see her again...<br />haiz...<br />sad la...<br />todae didn get to see her that much...<br /><br />after school...<br />got lesson with mrs goh...<br />guess wad...<br />hafirul tokked to me as though he had done nothing wrong with him...<br />haha...<br />he think i can forget bout that incident soo fast???<br />haha...<br />dream on!!!<br />i didn tokked ro him that much as he still haven said sorry to me...<br />haha...<br /><br />too bad ahk...<br /><br />we made ciinnzmon rolls...<br />i made several for izzati...<br />as i thought she was still in school...<br />haiz...<br />sad lehk...<br />soo...<br />i went to 2e2 to learn math with faiz girlfriend...<br />haha...<br />she tought well la...<br />okok...<br />hax...<br /><br />went home aroun 6+++...<br /><br />reach homee then tired...<br />haha...<br />tired of studying too much...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />k...<br /><br />tats alll.......<br /><br />i wan go dream bout my dream gurl ...<br /><br />be back aite!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE/<br />RASYIQAH<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I LOVE IZZATI!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3389441762908196647?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-5830845898174558422009-04-13T05:52:00.000-07:002009-04-13T06:21:20.949-07:00haiz...<br /><br />todae start off a bit good...<br /><br />same boring lessons as usual...<br />n im emoing as usual...<br />haiz...<br />stress man!!!<br />her bdae coming soon!!!<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />exams are coming too!!!<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />ok...<br />start with the good stuffs...<br /><br />all the lessons were making me fall asleep...<br />but the lesson that woke me up was...<br />HISTORY!!!<br />haha...<br />she came to me when we were doing our work...<br />then she said...<br />'do u know that u scribbled somebodies name on ur hisory paper??'<br />then i thought ...<br />hmmm.<br />i did???<br />haha<br /><br />then i laugh to myself...<br />then she said...<br />'muhaimin,are u in love???'<br />then i turned,n nodded my head...<br />haha...<br />then she laughed...<br />the the whole class start tokin to me...<br />haha...<br />fun man!!!<br /><br />then...<br />last period was mother tongue...<br />usually it was boring...<br />coz muz read newspaper...<br />haha...<br />then...<br />while reading,cikgu told the rest that the next activity is makin wa sentence with the word that she will be quoting from the news paper...<br />she tok n tok n tok...<br />then she gave an example...<br />then she ussed izzati's name in the sentence...<br />then i heard she said that how am i going to describe izzati in a sentnce...<br />wow!!!<br />the whole class gave me looks!!!<br />woohhoo!!!<br />got some attention...<br />then i lik shy la...<br />didn sae anytin...<br />that was the onli BLOODY CHANCE that i had to describe bout her looks...<br />haiz...<br />wasted another chance again...<br />haiz...<br />after that...<br />i heard her laugh...<br />haiz...<br />fun and happy man!!!<br /><br />then after school...<br />gt chinese class...<br />after the chinese class...<br />got soccer cca...<br />no game at the field...<br />went out of school...<br />got training at the street soccer court...<br />izzati's crush was there for a game...<br />then...<br />i took the opportunity to play with his team...<br />i didnt know that she will be coming out from school...<br />its still o-o before her arrival...<br />she came,then she stayed by the wall to look at the way he played...<br />haiz...<br />heart pain man ...<br />at that moment...<br />i couldnt do anything to prove myself that i can play better than him as the rest of the players are better then me...<br />i guess lar...<br />i played a little rough with him...<br />haha...<br />coz i wan to impress her...<br />but i lost the game!!!<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />sad lehk...<br /><br />after the game,she immediatedly walk off...<br />haiz...<br />i sad lahk...<br />heart pain lahk...<br />haiz...<br /><br />while walking,she turned and looked at him again...<br />haiz...<br />i was damn hurt la!!!<br /><br />haiz...<br />didn tok for sometime till i lost her from my sight...<br />haiz...<br />sad sad sad...<br /><br /><br /><br />k la...<br /><br /><br />be back again maybe tomolo k...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE/<br />RASYIQAH<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sad....<br /><br /><br />I LOVE IZZATI!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-583084589817455842?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-1596962641992503802009-04-11T07:12:00.000-07:002009-04-11T08:11:20.976-07:00todae...<br />me aint tokin bout me dae in the morning...<br /><br />me gonna tok bout me at night...<br /><br />wad happened at night...<br /><br />around 9.30 me online...<br /><br />me happi coz me saw that she is online...<br /><br />me had waited for that moment for weeks already...<br /><br />so me started the conversation...<br />'hey'...<br />i said...<br />then 5 mins later...<br />she replied...<br />me was so shocked that she replied me msg...<br />haiz...<br />me felt sometin inside me...<br />i dont knw if that feeling was sad,anger or happy...<br />all i knw that she had replied my msg...<br /><br />so me asked whether she has eaten or not...<br />she said no n that she was lazy to eat...<br />i told her not to that or else she could fall sick...<br />then she said that she was alr goin to hav a fever...<br />then i told her to drink alot of water...<br />but not cold water to prevent gettin fever...<br />then...<br />she said tanx...<br />n i was happy coz she tokked to me politely...<br />(i thought she would be angry)<br /><br />then i asked...<br />'can i ask u a question'...<br />yea sure...<br />she said...<br />how are u n taufiq going on...<br />emm ade la...kpo la (got la,why kpo?)<br /><br />then i said...<br />'emm ade la'...(got la)<br />u tghter???<br />i asked...<br /><br />then she replied...<br />im single...<br />aaaaaahhhhhhk!!!<br />i said...<br /><br />then she said...<br />taufiq nk uat pape kat i thuu die nye psl la yg u nie ape hal ???<br />(taufiq want to do anytin to me,the=ats his problem la...what has it got to do with u?)<br />i was dishearted...<br />why muz she sae liddat???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />then i said...<br />haiz...<br />ur heart is for him...<br />his heart is for u...<br />haiz...<br />u juz need to wait for the right mon=ment n u can be wit him...<br />haiz...<br />then she said...<br />apee je u ni...(wad la u)<br /><br />i cant imagine how she would sae that wit her voice !!!<br />i bet it will be damn sweet!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />then i said...<br />since i gt to knw that u dislike me...<br />i feel very sad...<br />then for 10 mins she nev reply...<br />then i asked...<br />bz ehk???(bz isit?)<br /><br />then she said...<br />sry eh i tgh bz arh byk org tgh on conversation ngan i...<br />(sorry ehk...im busy arh...alot people chattin wit me)<br /><br />then i said...<br />k la...<br />take ur time...<br />i will wait...<br />then i asked her...<br />'u knw that i lost my hp???'<br />then she answered...<br />yarh u lost ur phone...<br /><br />the i said...<br />sad...<br />cnt sms u...<br />haiz...<br /><br />then i said...<br />i c onli wait for u to online in order to chat with u...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br />thets all i said...<br /><br />haiz...<br />tat was nothing...<br />didn tok much...<br />how sad...<br />but that realli made me feel better...<br />my emoing daes are goin to be over...<br />but not now...<br />maybe after the exams...<br />after im off tis country...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />sad...<br /><br /><br />I LOVE IZZATI!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />regine/<br />rasyiqah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-159696264199250380?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-90298055559936891302009-04-09T07:37:00.000-07:002009-04-09T08:09:57.095-07:00im back...<br /><br /><br />todae is thursdae huh???<br /><br />haiz<br /><br /><br />damn boring dae...<br /><br />todae gt history test!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />its easy if i studied...<br /><br />haha<br /><br />lucky studied ahk...<br />but the questions damn difficult!<br /><br />hax<br /><br /><br />kk...<br />during the test,hafirul cheated!!!<br />haha<br /><br />i think...<br />coz teacher tok to him throughout the test...<br />haha<br /><br />after the test,teacher talked about cheating...<br />haha...<br />evryone looked athim...<br />haha...<br />when teacher went out...<br />he laugh wit the innocent face...<br />lols...<br /><br /><br />after school...<br /><br />change into ncc uniform n go for mother tongue oral...<br />the oral aint that difficult...<br />haha<br /><br />i can do it!!!...<br /><br />hax...<br /><br />kk<br /><br />cut bout those crap...<br /><br />went for ncc...<br /><br />lame...<br />lame...<br />lame...<br /><br />not fun at all...<br /><br />finish ncc around 7.30...<br /><br /><br />got out of school...<br /><br />walked with haiqal,nabil n faiz...<br /><br />hafirul was bz with his girlfriend...so we didn other bout him...<br /><br />we went to void deck to go to vista point...<br />then i turned back...<br />saw hafirul girlfriend,qistina waliking alone...<br />we slowed down...<br />then qistina asked me to walk with her...<br /><br />n i thought it was the perfect moment to tok bout izzati...<br />then,i heard someone running fron the back...<br />i turned n saw hafirul...<br />he pushed me veri hard to the front...<br /><br />WOW!!!<br /><br />he seriously did tat to the worng person n at the wrong time sehk...<br />i was all ready to funch his face...<br />but managed to calm myself down...<br />didn wan to lose our frenship juz lik tat...<br />i knw he wanteed to act macho infront of his girfriend...<br />so i juz stared at him...<br />didn do anything at firrst...<br />till....<br />he pushed me the second time...<br />it was harder...<br /><br />WOW!!!<br /><br />i lost my cool there!<br />n straight awae push him back...<br />not tat hard enough la...<br />then he pushed me again...<br />i didn giv him face man...<br />i pushed him damn hard til he was damn further than me...<br /><br />the rest of the guys knew sy=urely theres gonna be a fight if no one stop tis...<br />so hiss girlfriend tried to cool him down...<br />the rest of the bots hold me tight...<br />he broke loose n rushes to me...<br />haha...<br />i was shock man...<br />he made a seriously big mistake...<br />he move towards me!!!<br />that was the mistake!!!<br /><br />he shouldn do that even if he's not fighting with me...<br />i could juz punch his dumb face n walk awae...<br />but i cooled myself...<br />haiz...<br />even though i wasnt playing aroun with him...<br />i managed to use my brain for awhile n kept thinkin to giv himchance...<br />coz his girlfriend was there...<br />if she wasnt there...<br />wahkk!!!<br />shiookkk man...!!!<br /><br />i can finally hav the experience of fighting...<br />hax<br /><br />but the big joke was....<br />beore his gurl brought him to the void deck,he shouted<br />'ko pikir kpale ko botak aku takot per sia!!!'<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />wad a joke man!!!<br /><br />i could simply ask him to find the meaning of botak in the dictionary before saying that to me...<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br />k la...<br /><br />tats all...<br /><br />i hope he didn cry...<br /><br />wad a shame...<br />haha...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />regine/<br />rasyikah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-9029805555993689130?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-17742177534692796382009-04-08T06:30:00.000-07:002009-04-08T06:46:20.820-07:00hey...<br />back again...<br /><br /><br />me get to update todae blog all tanx to luck...<br />haha<br /><br /><br />soooo...<br /><br />todae...<br /><br />sch as per normal...<br />i mean juz during sch lar...<br />nt after sch yet...<br /><br />mr adrian never come...<br />so no math lesson...<br />hax...<br />but still need to study...<br />hax...<br /><br /><br />then literature test came along...<br />haiz...<br />boring la tat teacher...<br />tok n tok ntok...<br />haha...<br /><br />history lesson worse...<br />lucky ahk i did my work...<br />if not i die in class...<br />haha...<br />she scolded the whole class bcoz none of us ans her questions...<br />the she wan bad mood herself...<br />then she wan start scold...<br />then she giv us info bout tomolo test...<br />haha...<br />she gt a bit problem la...<br />hax...<br /><br />then after school...<br /><br />me stayed back to study me math...<br /><br />faiz girlfriend was the one who taught me todae...<br />had fun n learned alot...<br />she kept buyin food n it made her cnt concentrate...<br />haha...<br />study2 till 5+...<br />then some upper sec gurls came along...<br />then they chat wit us while waitin 4 their boifee...<br />then when evryone was there...<br />they walked off..<br />go home!!!<br />then i walked alone at the back...<br />coz im the onli one without girlfriend...<br />haiz...<br />happi couples infront...<br />all the loner behind...(onli me)<br />haiz...<br /><br />sad lar...<br /><br />once we reach vista...<br />i decided to walk alone coz if walk wit them,<br />i kept tinkin bout izzati...<br />n it makes me feel hurt after wad she did the dae before...<br />haiz...<br /><br />but from wad i know...<br /><br />love should not be forced...<br />so im not forcing her to be wit me...<br />but i realli wan to be wit her...<br />sooo me heart will be onli for her...<br />n her heart will onli be for her TAUFIQ...<br />haiz...<br /><br />sad...<br /><br /><br /><br />k la<br /><br />continue another dae....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />regine/<br />rasyiqahh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1774217753469279638?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-84854015904166622472009-04-07T06:20:00.001-07:002009-04-07T06:57:58.185-07:00hey...<br /><br />im backk...<br /><br />haiz...<br />sad...<br />heartbroken...<br />heart pain la...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />me learned to make straw hearts on sundae...<br />i learned it so tat i could giv something to her...<br />so tat i could win her heart bit by bit...<br /><br />but evrytin i do for her...<br />it wont be appreciated...<br /><br />yesterdae,i gave her 1 straw heart before my chinese class...<br />then she asked her friend to pass it back to me...<br />at that moment,i felt it...<br />i knew tat she has no feeling for me...<br />nt even as friends...<br />haiz...<br /><br />tat hurt me man...<br /><br />i have alwaes realised why she nev tok to me but she alwaes tok to me friend...<br />haiz...<br /><br />isit true??<br />i mean wad she said about me the other time???<br /><br /><br />he's arrogant ...<br />he's unorganised ...<br />he's irresponsible ...<br />he's nt serious ...<br />he's nt sincere ...<br />he's flirty ...<br />his brain is nt big enough to fit his head ...<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br />those were harsh words to sae...<br /><br />i cant forget those...<br />those words will stae in my head till she kill me...<br /><br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />n todae...<br />i made her some muffins n i gave her...<br />guess wad???<br /><br />she shared those among with her friend...<br />haiz...<br /><br />why???<br />why???<br />why???<br /><br />why muz she do tis???<br />why doesnt she appreciate anyting tat i do for her???<br />haiz...<br /><br />i gues my sis wad rite...<br /><br />she said...<br /><br />'dun waste ur time chasin after a gurl who doesnt lik u...she will onli hate u more if u keep on chasing her...giv her some space...'<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />does tat mean i need to forget bout her??<br /><br />why???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />she the onli thing tat i can think of now...<br /><br />why muz forget bout her???<br /><br /><br />haiz....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />k la...<br /><br />continue next time...<br /><br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />regine/<br />rasyiqah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8485401590416662247?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-1491974541190163262009-04-04T08:11:00.000-07:002009-04-07T06:15:42.896-07:00hey...<br /><br />its me!!!<br /><br />im back for another bloggin dae...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br /><br />todae...<br />me woke up at 6.00 am...<br />got ready for the inter school ncc friendly floorball game...<br />very tiring sehk...<br />yesterdae ran alot then todae muz run again...<br />haha...<br />reached a sch aroun 7,00<br /><br />then started the game...<br />then won the game...<br />then came back to sch...<br />then sleep...<br />then whole body ache...<br />then goin die...<br /><br /><br />sorri ahk...<br />no mood ahk...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-149197454119016326?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-39414914867958021362009-04-03T08:04:00.000-07:002009-04-03T09:39:56.685-07:00haiz...<br /><br />guess wad???<br />its sports dae todae...<br />haha<br />i knw u knw its my sch sports dae todae...<br />coz its written as the title on top!!!<br />haha<br /><br />kk...<br />lets start...<br /><br /><br /><br />around 7 +++...<br />me n faiz walked to triple 8 from my void deck to meet up wit haiqal n nabil...<br />found them around 7+++...<br />then took a cab to the stadium...<br />haha<br />late alr lahk...<br />hax<br /><br />reached stadium aroun 7.15...<br />once entered the stadium...<br />they alr started to call for all the 100metre runnners...<br />n i was 1 of them...<br />haiz<br />didn manage to change to my class t...<br />haha<br />but i did after awhile...<br />hax<br />soo...<br /><br />got ready for the run...<br />but i still missin smtin...<br />i couldnt find her anywhere at her class!!!<br />WTH!<br />i was uneasy...<br />haiz<br />then my turn was up...<br />even though i didn wear my specs...<br />i tried to look for her when i suddenly caught the sight of her!!!<br />woohhhooo!!!<br />wad a time to finally gt to see her...<br />hax<br />i wanted to impress her...<br />so i am ready to giv all my best for the run...<br />BOOM!<br />the gun was fired...<br />all the runners ran lik hell...<br />haha<br />but too bad lar...<br />i onli gt second after beating the last two runners...<br />haiz<br /><br />after my 100 metres race...<br />its my class 4 by 100 metres race...<br />tired sia...<br />hax<br /><br />im the second runner for my team...<br />haiz<br />when the race started,my first runner was already the second last...<br />when i gt the baton...<br />i chased up the 4th runner...<br />then i passed my baton to faiz...<br />he was in second when he's running on the curve...<br />then the last runner was also slow as he was third...<br />and almost lost...<br />haiz<br /><br />then...<br />i walked back to class...<br />i saw her sitting there wit her girlfriend...<br />she didn sae anytin...<br /><br /><br />soo i sat down there while other people were making noise...<br />i admired her 4 a while...<br />then...<br />i heard the announcer said...<br />'upper sec mix relay'<br />'5n1 is in lane 8'<br />aaaahhhhkkk!!!<br /><br />her crush is in 5n1!!!<br />when their 1st runner started running,she stood up n started to shout n clapped...<br />waaahkkk!!!<br />i was lik...<br />ummm....<br />feelin...<br />sad...<br />i think...<br />isit???<br /><br />i dunno...<br />i onli knew tat i felt sometin deep in my heart...<br />haiz<br />5n1 last runner was him!!!<br />aaahhhkkk!!!<br />she shouted n screeched louder n shouted her name...<br />i looked to the floor and couldnt tok...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />she finally sat down...<br />i looked at her...<br />i almost felt lik crying...<br />haha<br />but didn...<br />i cntinued nt to tok....<br />n stared on the floor...<br />then suddenly...<br />i heard her shouted or was it screech???<br />ok nev mind...<br />my classmates also did the same...<br />but i still kept quiet...<br />then i think...<br />shermaine knocked me to my senses...<br />she told me tat i need to go to report to mr billy for my prize...<br />as i gt third for both events...<br />haha<br /><br />then...<br />before going...<br />i looked at her again and walked off...<br />haiz<br /><br />we didn even get to see each others eyes for even 1 moment...<br /><br />sad sad sad sad <br /><br />nev mind tat...<br />its time to go home after prize presentation...<br />she was going off to eat wit her frens...<br />soo i went to cozwae with faiz,nasrudin n his gurl azira...<br />while walkin,saw faiz gf...<br />he walked with heer...<br />n guess wad...<br />two loving couple was walkin happily infront of me...<br />haiz<br />n im all alone...<br />haiz<br /><br />if onli i could get izzati to walk with me...<br />haiz<br /><br />will tat be my pemanent dream???<br />gettin to walk wit her???<br /><br />cn i do that???<br />haiz....<br /><br />nev mind la...<br />i cn try my best to be wit her...<br /><br />haiz<br /><br /><br /><br />be back soon!!!<br /><br />03/04/09<br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-3941491486795802136?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-77943905997406888472009-04-01T05:35:00.000-07:002009-04-01T06:11:25.478-07:00hmmmm...<br /><br /><br />on sundae...<br />nth much happened but kept tinkin bout her...<br />haiz...<br /><br />on mondae...<br /><br />school as usual...<br />saw her also...<br />but didn get the chance to tok to her...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />on tuesdae...<br /><br />hehehehe...<br /><br />its fun ...<br /><br />but onli after school lar...<br />coz....<br />during sch...<br />me kept tinkin bout her...<br />haha...<br /><br />bt then ...<br />after school...<br />mrs stella goh called for some people to go for her programme...<br />the progaramme is to help us make more frens...<br />haiz...<br />sooo...<br />she told us to make a fruit punch in a group wit a member blindfolded...<br />quite fun...<br />but nt too fun...<br /><br />next activity...<br /><br />she told us to make a cookie...<br />but the challenge is,each of the ppl are in charge of onli 1 ingredient...<br />fun...<br />then...<br />after making the dough n all...<br />we can shape the cookie...<br />but onli circular...<br />nt other shape...<br />haha...<br />if i could,i wanted to make izzati's name usin the dough...<br />haha...<br />then...<br />for all the circular dough...<br />i did saome perfect dought especially for my deares love...<br />i made a happi face by usin m&m choc on the dought...<br />then its time to bake...<br />haha...<br /><br />several minutes later...<br />the cookies were baked...<br />i packed them in a bag...<br />then after the lesson...<br />i asked hafirul to pass the cookies to izzati for me...<br />as i was shy...<br />haha...<br />then i stayed back for pds trianing...<br />then hafirul called me fren to tell me tat she said tanx...<br />i was glad tat she accept my gift...<br />haha...<br /><br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />now for the saddest dae of this month...<br /><br />wednesdae...(today)<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />i was on the wae to school with faiz as usual...<br />almost 7.15 then...<br />we walkde the same route everydae n see the same people daily...<br />but todae...<br />its damn DIFFERENT!!!!<br />i saw izzati's crush sitting on the void deck near the sch...<br />i waved at him before carried on walking...<br />it was around 100 metres from the backgate...<br />faiz then said ' ehk,izzati pat bwah blok ! ko ngok ! '<br />its 1 april todae...<br />april fool basically...<br />haiz...<br />i didn belive him at that moment...<br />but then...<br />i saw a gurl standing and leaning against the wall...<br />i was shocked when i saw her green specs...<br />its her!!!<br />i was damn shocked man!!!<br /><br />at that moment, i knew she was waiting for her crush...<br />haiz...<br />i started to feel seriously sad...<br />that incident spoilt my dae alot!!!<br /><br />ahhhkkk!!!<br /><br />then i juz carried on walkin...<br />when reachin the back gate,i turned back n saw them walkin side by side...<br />haiz...<br />i almost cried...<br />bt....<br />aahhkkk...<br />i juz couldn waste my tear juz bcoz she walked wit another guy...<br />i carried on to be quiet till school ends...<br />haiz...<br />but durin assembly,she sat bside me...<br />then she said ' min ,tanx for the cookies tau... '<br />i was seriously hurt so i just looked at her n sai k while nodding my head...<br />haiz...<br />wad a dae man...<br />couldn it be worst???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br />nev mind...<br /><br />lets see what happened tomolo...k???<br /><br /><br />be back!!! <br />01/04/09<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-7794390599740688847?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-28824265854278844442009-03-28T06:55:00.000-07:002009-03-28T07:10:17.224-07:00haiz...<br /><br />read me blog below???<br /><br />yeah...<br />its all about her todae...<br /><br />i dreamt about her the whole night...<br />n whenever i close my eyes after that,i saw her image and her name...<br />haiz...<br />is that love???<br /><br />you think so???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />why cnt i forget her???<br />why is evrybody forcing me to forget her???<br />what have i done wrong till i cnt get her???<br />why!<br />why!<br />why!!!!!!<br /><br />aahhhkkk!!!<br /><br />she's too pretty for anybody...<br />she's too smart even for me...<br />she's wae too relaxed...<br />she's wae too cool...<br />she's wae too awesome to keep her out of my sight...<br />she's all that every guy needs...<br /><br />and thats wad i want...<br /><br />haiz...<br />i dun mean to be sellfish,but i cant juz giv her to any other people as i am wae deeply in loved wit her...<br />even if i knw tat she have no feelings for me,i will do whatever it takes to win her precious heart...<br />haiz...<br /><br />no matter how long it takes i will still win her heart...<br />thats wad i hope...<br /><br />but hoping aint anytin if i dun put in effort rite???<br /><br />soo...<br />i will try to impress her and win her heart bit by bit whenever i have chance...<br /><br />wish me luck aite!!!<br /><br />be back tomolo!<br /><br />i think...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-2882426585427884444?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-14082269470391187042009-03-27T07:35:00.003-07:002009-03-27T08:05:08.981-07:00ok...<br /><br /><br />lets continue...<br /><br /><br />they came down wit their boifees bag...<br />me knew that me had to take me bag me self later on...<br />haiz...<br />their gurls walked to them...<br />me juz look on the floor in misery...<br /><br />but then...<br />i felt a slight tap with a bag on my back...<br />i turned...<br />n looked up...<br />i saw...<br />IZZATI holdin my bag...<br />she said "nahk"...<br />i took my bag ...<br />my uniform...<br />n said thank u...<br />she turned awae...<br />and walked off...<br />i was seriously over the moon...<br />my body was shivering...<br />i felt lik fainting...<br />but i held there...<br />i took a bottle,bite the cap...<br />and chew it...<br /><br />i was stunned...<br />i was shocked...<br />i was suprise...<br />i was feeling as though all that was juz a dream...<br />i chew the cap while thinkin of her...<br /><br />i couldn sae anytin...<br />i could onli think bout her at that moment...<br />i even think bout her even when i was walking...<br />i was seriously in shock that when my friends were talking to me,i didn hear anytin they said...<br /><br />i could forget about wad happen even till i gt home...<br />i couldn tok much...<br />i was soo shocked...<br /><br />aaahhhkkk!!!<br /><br />why cant i get her to b by my side???<br /><br />i love her sooo much!!!<br /><br />wad muz i do to get her???<br /><br />muz i be organised in order to be wit her???<br />muz i not be arrogant to be wit her???<br />muz i be serious in evrytin i do juz to be wit her???<br />muz i nt be flirty so that i could be wit her???<br />muz i be very sincere in whatever i do so that i could be wit her???<br />muz my brain be smaller so that it could fit in my head???<br />muz i be smart so that i could be in the same class as her next year???<br />muz i be responsible in evrytin in order to be wit her???<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />tell me what i should do!!!<br /><br />im in love n i dun 1 her to be my 1 n oni srush 4 the rest of my life!!!<br /><br />aaaahhhhkkkk!!!<br /><br />i regret it!!!<br />i regret not gettin to sae thank u to her formally!!!<br />ahhkkk!!!<br />i should hav stood up,take my bag n uniform and said "tanx ehk izzati...i appreciate it"...<br />haiz<br /><br />thats the opportunty...<br />but i had wasted it...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hope i won get scolding if me family read me blog...<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br />sori!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-1408226947039118704?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-5211113818606268502009-03-27T07:35:00.001-07:002009-03-27T07:35:59.412-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-521111381860626850?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-81231538778941577122009-03-27T07:14:00.000-07:002009-03-27T07:35:12.037-07:00hey...<br />me back again...<br /><br />todae...<br />haiz...<br /><br />ROJAK vs U15 NIKE...<br />7-0...<br />thats the score...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />its not that my team is not good,but the opponent was too tough...<br />we did well for first half...<br />3-0 was the score..<br /><br />its me second time playing as a defender..<br />me first time playin as a defender was with my brothers team..<br />i had bad experience...<br />but todae,i felt that i did better even thought me kena scold vulgarities by tho so called'pros' in me team...<br />haiz...<br />blaming me aint the thing...<br />but they should have atleast trry to cover up the holes in our possitions...<br />its juz me n haiqal whom had to those...<br />we were dead beat when we had to run up and down...<br />me defender aint run fast but they make a good pressure...<br />so me had to try to cover off the holes in evry position my self...<br />haiz...<br />shah shouted'min!!!aper kau buat sak!!!pikir ni bapatk ko nyer padang per sial!!!'<br />haiz...<br />those harsh words made me feel bad as i knw i did smtin wrong...<br />me tried to do better but gt another scolding...<br />shah shouted'eh buto la!!!tkder bodeq per sial!!!'<br />haha...<br />i didn care bout that comment coz i know he doesnt have one...<br />in order to do better,me played at me best position...<br />right midfielder...<br />me gt the ball a lot more then mr playin in defence...<br />mr did me best to get the ball n help me team score...<br />but the ROJAK was too good for us...<br />soon after that...<br />the game ended...<br />me sit by the sideline...<br />tokin to the reserves...<br />then...<br />one comment changed me mood completely...<br /><br />'dok...izzati tadi maki2 ko sak...'<br />haiz...<br />why does he have to tell that to me??<br />he then went to his gurl qistina...<br />tokked to her...<br />while me sittin down there alone...<br />haiz...<br /><br />all me teammates girls were there to watch them plae...<br />but...<br />me???<br />haiz...<br />no one was there...<br />me 1 and onli crush was sittin down there too...<br />but me alr feelin sad as hafirul told me that she had said vulgarities bout me while i was playin...<br />i know the reason why she was there...<br />her crush was in my opponents team...<br /><br />i made alot of body contact wit her crush during the game...<br />i think thats the reason why she was scolding me...<br /><br />while resting,all me fren gurls went out of the field along wit me crush...<br />they were goin to take their bifees bags...<br />at that moment...<br />haiz...<br />i was feeling terribly jealous,sad and angry...<br />haiz...<br />i was thinkin why no one would take my bag for me...<br />haiz...<br /><br />so i tried to act normal and sat there quietly...<br />a few minutes later,they came back wit their boifees bags...<br /><br />then....<br />haiz<br /><br />wait...<br />cn cntinue on another post???<br /><br />coz this will start a new chapter...<br /><br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />270309<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to:<br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8123153877894157712?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-89450205151459352862009-03-25T05:28:00.000-07:002009-03-25T06:06:05.805-07:00todae...lets see... 25/3/09 wednesday<br /><br />hey hey hey!!!<br /><br />me back again<br /><br />haha<br /><br />of coz...<br />its my blog!!!<br />hax<br /><br />wad can u do even if i update me blog 10 times a dae?<br />nth!!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />too bad...<br /><br />ok<br /><br /><br />todae...<br />is wednesdae...<br /><br />theres trainfire todae after school...<br />yeah<br /><br />then...<br />around 12.15,all the ncc boys got changed n went for lunch...<br />after eating, all of us fall in at the admin office...<br />all excited to go for IMT...<br />haha<br /><br />we reached there aroun 1330...<br />fall in...<br />sit on the floor for half n hour...<br />went for briefin...<br />then finally,we get to start shootin the target...<br />haiz...<br />i didn bring me specs again...<br />then lucky i cn still c colours...<br />haha<br /><br />targeted the canadian bull...<br />but didn pass<br /><br />haha<br /><br />a lot ppl failed...<br />lucky the ENCIK gave us second chance...<br />i didnt want to waste me chance ...<br />so me borrowed me fren spects and pass all me four shots~!!!!!<br /><br />woohhhooo!!!<br /><br />hafirul and faiz was shootin bside me but their aiming is a bit off the target..<br />haha<br /><br />i felt good!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />went back to school...<br />then go back home!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />i cnt think too much now lar...<br /><br />me class created big fuss bout an incident...<br />haiz<br /><br />pity me fren joshua..<br /><br />haha<br /><br />he makin trouble n cause evryone to suffer..<br />haiz<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />be back tomolo if can..<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credit to:<br /><br />REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-8945020515145935286?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-55906986041475663022009-03-24T09:25:00.000-07:002009-03-24T09:48:58.813-07:00hey hey!!<br /><br />2 daes never update blog..<br />no time to update..<br />haha<br /><br />but had fun during those two daes..<br />lets see ...<br /><br />on sundae...<br /><br />me didn manage to do me homework properly..<br />haha..<br />but manage to complete me work on mondae..<br />jyeah!!!<br /><br />kk<br /><br />me slept at 1 on sundae...<br />after watchin matrix!!!<br />woohhoooo!!!<br />neo rocks!!!<br />haha<br /><br /><br />on mondae...<br /><br />alot of homeworks are being collected...<br />but i still sot my group SDA project to be submitted on fridae..<br />but...<br />none of my group members have the time to do anything bout it...<br />haiz...<br /><br />lets see..<br />wad else???<br /><br />haha<br /><br />cnt remember la...<br /><br />todae...<br /><br />hehe<br /><br />quite fun lar...<br /><br />me hair kena cut by hafirul as it was long and had touched my collar...<br />mdm farah caught me n the other counsellor caught me too..<br />haiz...<br />no more long hair...<br />means im BOTAK!!!!<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />but nev mind..<br />hair grows...<br /><br />haha...<br /><br />lets see...<br /><br />after school...<br /><br />ohk...<br />me helped manage me fren team to try to let them win....<br />but...<br />they lost!!!<br /><br />boooooooo!!!!<br />haha<br /><br />me helped onli the first half as the team captain damn arrogant!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />but lucky class star players are there!<br />without tem,i think they would lose <strong>15-0</strong> instead of <strong>9-0</strong>...<br /><br />after second half,me joined the PDS people for their training as i wanted to <br />join it too..<br />haha<br /><br />had a lot of fun fun wit them as the IC gave us punishment..<br />haha<br /><br />spinning rifles are tough..<br />we should be honoured to have those kinda people in ncc..<br />haha<br />they are really 'disciplined'during training n their move are damn cool!!!<br /><br />:noorzani<br />:shah<br />:irfan<br />:abid<br />:joash<br />:wen qing<br />:daniel<br />:haiqal<br />:hafirul<br />:fa'iz<br />:nabil<br />:muhaimin (future PDS cadet)<br /><br />haha<br /><br />sorry if me spelt ur name wrongly...<br /><br />bt...<br />i dun giv a damn!!!<br /><br />haha<br /><br />pls res[ect them during PDS training..<br />haha<br /><br />this people are very talented...<br />they can do things wad others cant do...<br />haha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />be back in a few daes time!!!<br /><br />jyeah!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> credits to:<br /> <br /> REGINE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5590698604147566302?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-53242553393246734152009-03-21T08:06:00.000-07:002009-03-21T08:18:19.290-07:00haha...<br /><br />todae me went to library..<br />wooohoooo!!!!<br />didnt get me family consent at first but me was lucky to get to go after hours of tokin bout me wan go to the library wit fren to do project..<br />haha...<br /><br />at library,me shock to see me fren,haiqal and faiz sitting at one <br />corner wit their GIRLFRIEND..,<br />haiz..<br />heart pain seeing loving couple sitting together doin their work..<br />me came alone without partner..<br />how i wish could find someone to spend my time wit..<br />loving couple spent time lik no other ppl spent their time..<br />they enjoi each other company well nt lik those ppl being singl..<br />haiz..<br />btw..<br />me sit alone bside them wit my psp n me fulscap paper..<br />haha<br />but stilll managed to joke around wit them a bit even though me sis <br />sae nt to joke around n onli do my work when im in the library...<br />haha<br /><br />but hey!<br />i still can have a happy life without the company of any gurl..<br />haha<br />but i still would be happi if i could get one..<br />haha..<br /><br />be back later aite!<br /><br />hax<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />credits to R E G I N E ...<br /><br />haha<br /><br />without her,i wont have a blog!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5324255339324673415?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1461798837165712568.post-56875775916843224432009-03-20T10:06:00.000-07:002009-03-20T10:07:11.839-07:00Muhaimin .<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1461798837165712568-5687577591684322443?l=he-luv-her.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~dark angel~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03587925888709603530noreply@blogger.com0