hey yeah... back again.....

few days passed...as usual, life in school still the same, other than being with ling ling!!! hmmm...problems fades when i am with her, problems gone when i talk to her... yeah...kinda painful feeling now in school nowadays,...


today... wad sparked my day was when coco asked me if i hated the CMC members...yeah... didn know how she come up with that, but yeah, i certainly forgotten that i had a post on this topic once....i thought it was a dream, but i realise i really did post it...haha...yeah, it not that i hate, its juz painful, she cant know how i feel, none of them will ever know the feeling as firstly, they are freakin smart ppl, freaking teachers dogs, freaking no life ppl, freaking good ppl in the teachers eyes, maybe yaaaah... i am the opposite of all those, at least, i am enjoying life till i got sacked off from my position in class....now, im juz a piece of crap in class, and yeah, try feeling the feeling that ppl are talking in front of u, and u once were in that conversation too... now, u are not in it, u are just being ignored...is tat pain or sadness that u are feeling??? try imagine...

this kinda feeling... not everyone knows how to handle it. not everyone will feel it now...seriously, try to know the feeling and u will know wad life is really lik being a stupid guy and being a person whom is being damned by many others...it aitn great having this feeling.... it aint great having this kinda ppl around u in class... it is all pain... and i still cant believe those whom once labelled me as fren, now treats me lik a piece of crap shit ... never loking me up for anything lik once they used too...looking back at this memories, hurts, as it was once sweet as we had fun doing things together,.... and yeahhh... now, sec 3e4 is juz another thing, putting up misery in my life..... lol!!!!!!!!! CRAP SHIT NI DE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oooh yeah.... ncc.....that bloody living porky guy is soo damn rude to his other frens, i was so angry that he treat others lik dg and shouted lik the other guy was his son... wait for his return from his senior spec, and we'll see wad he shall get from me....bloody porky,....i grill u till u die than u know..... and omg.... i keep thinking that those going for this course are FARIZ TAJULARUS dogs....cuz he hate me and i hate him, i can t be one of his...omg...how tough can school be....

NI DE MAMA LA PORKY!!!!!!!

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