hey...

haha...

dunno wad to sae already lahk...felt lik theres something missing in my heart...coz i had lost a part of it...dunn how to get it back n place it back to my heart...

dunno why lahkk...ive loved evryone...love my frens,families,n girlfriend...i gave my hearts to them...but all i get is a bad treatment froom them...i dun treat them tat bad..i think...coz i aint the type lik them...entah la camner nk ckp...

i loved her...n all she saed was,her feelings had faded...n tats all...hhaha..dunno la...but still love her though...haha...saw her juz now...n felt norl=mal bout it...coz i dun treat us as being separated...haha...in my mind,i think tat we are still together...n when i saw her juz now...i felt my love for her deepens?n i felt good bout it...'

haha...n tok bout ncc juz now...hmmm...didn tok to anyone...coz 'they'are alwaes moving around together n for things together...haha..so i juz kept quiet la...nnt haiqal ckp aper lak if i open my mouth...felt realli bad ...coz we alwaes jokked around during ncc...alwaes stuck together...n now...im all alone n could not do anyting bout it...juz need wait for the perfect time n settle this whole thing either in goo or bad wae...haiz

n wait...in class...hhaha..didnt get to pay tat much attention in class...n i drew on the sci test paperh...haha...coz my mind was totally blank la...haiz...then geog test...i tink lik im the 1st t finish...coz i was damn moodlss...keep tinkin of her throughout the dae...haiz...she made me more crazy bout her...

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ok...

day after dae,i observed the wae people are treating me...dunno why,...but its certainly pain...hhaha...n i realised...the person whom u trust most could be just acting to befriend u when he/she dun realli lik u...haha..haiz...yeah...losing frens dae after daes...even the person closest to u leaves u...now i think i knw how invincible man feels before he became a hero...haha...ok...but its true...haha...i dunno who to trust...but i think,after todae...ive learned tat i should not trust anyone else...humans are sooo evil!!!haiz...nev mind...


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im losing my mind dae after dae...
cant seem to have any words to sae...
our memories are making me wild...
alwaes reminding me of ur smiles...

cant seem to find the reason why...
coz u're brighting up the sky...
everything seems to change...
n i its driving me insane...

wads the world without an angel???
its gonna be a total darkness...
taking awae all the girls...
which gives the shines the world with brightness...



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loneliness is the first step...
wouldnt know what is next...
trusting evryone is a mistake...
coz they will treat u lik a cake...

fight for ur rite...
n evrytings gnna be all rite...
coz being tough,
makes a man be rough...













ok...CRAP!!!

actually want to do bout trust n frens...haha...skali noo idea..haha


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kk

tc...

still miss u cyng



~muhaimin~

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