hey

todae..said hiie to iqaaah..
at night said bye to her...

my life is full of problems thos months...i got no brothers anymore to share my probs with...i got no one to love me anymore...n im losing all my trusted frens...

i dunno if its really me causing all this...but im ralli trying realli hard to find out why this is happening...reflected n reflected...still couldnt find the cause of it...

n guess wad...tonight...was the last dae tat i spent with her?she left me juz lik all those people did...

n tell u guys wad...im not a robot...my heart is not damn fucking huge...where u can giv me fucking problems n making me bear with it...1 problem is already enough...i dunid problems evrydae!!!u fucking ppl are heartless...caring less for others and onli knw how to hurt them...ive been smiling n making myself calm in every situation now...but todae?its wae ttooo much...too much probs now!!n none has gone...it just keeps adding!!! fuck u people who tries to hurt my feelings...

but now...lik abit confused...shermaine said...dun let all this affect my studies...but this fuckin thing affect my mind...n how do u expect me to forget...haiz...confused....

haiz....


didn expect all this to come to me at one shot....haiz...all the promises they made was a huge crap...i think ive kearnt a lesson...not to trust anyone...except for myself n shermaine!!!tats all i need left...



take care





come to me if not happi...
i think im getting the mood to get into trouble...





~muhaimin~

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