hey...

me didn update for 5 daes already..

haiz


alot sad things happened...
on sundae...
haiz...
i text her while i was on myy wae wo cwp wit my sis...
she replied my msgs unwillingly...
then she finally said...
why muz she reply my msg???
even though shes not bz,she wouldnt want to msg me...
haiz...
me damn sad sia...
a drop of tear dropped from my eye...
i quickly wipe it of so that my sis wouldnt know wads happening...
haiz...
i was damn sad throughout the dae sehk...
haiz...

but nev mind...

the next dae...



hmm...

i forget lehk...

but on tuesdae...
i waas on my wae back to class during recess...
while going up the stairs...
alot of my friend said theres a situation in the class next to mine!!!
i didn bpther at first...
thought they were joking...
haiz...
it was her class!!!

but while walking up...
i thought again...
what if something really happened there...
without waiting anymore...
i rushed to her class...
wow!!!
saw all the NA n NT mina all surrounding her clas...

PALA BUTO!!!
i saw my future gf crying endlessly!!!
PUA CHI BAI!!!

they big fuck ahk sia???
go my future gf class n make her cry...
when i came...
i stared at every single 1 of them...
i was really pissed off!!!
MOTHER FUCKER!!!
think they gurl i scared ahk sia!!!
lucky they walked off when i came...

haiz...

im seriously heart pain...
i have been thinking alot ...
i didn tok to her when she was crying...
i didn even have the courage to tok to her...
am i fit to be wit her???
haiz...
i should have tokked to her n helped her settle...
haiz...
wadda hell is wrong wit me...
waas it shy or was it fear that made me didn tok to her???

haiz...

im angry wit myself for not tokin to her!!!

aaahhkkk!!!

nev mind...

soo i went looking for each of the gurl to find out wad happened...
gt some answer from haiqal's girlfriend qushairah...
wow...
its damn complicated...
i warned them not to disturb my future gf again...
i think they didn care...
haha...
but atleast i did something to help my IZZATI rite???

its damn hurting seeing someone u love crying...
the feeling is very...
hmmm...
difficult to describe...

haiz...

soo...
i took care of her damn well the next dae...
she was even afraid to go home...
i wanted to send her home but she went off 1st...
so i let her b but told some people to take care of her for me...
on tuesdae oso...
i followed her to recess to take care of her...
on thursdae too...
haiz...
but todae...
haiz...
i was walking with her n her friends when 1 of the mina stared at me...
haha...
she then shouted at me with wad words oso i dunno...
haha...
i quarreled wit her n didn notice that IZZATI was gone...
i quarreled with that gurl bcoz of IZZATI...
haiz...
wad really dissapoint me was,my neighbour was on that mina side...
haiz...
heck care la!!!
now all the NA n NT mina are my enemy...

mother fish burger!!!

haha...

i promised myself at that moment that i will take care of IZZATI as long as i can survive the ignorance taht she has been giving me...
haiz...
i love her!!!
its not like!!!
im even willing to send her home everydae even if my family scolds me!!!
i dun care!!!
she is all i need to complete my life!!!
jyeah!!!
tats great man!!!

tomorrow is her bdae!!!
n her parents are coming to school...
i dunnoe wad to giv her
should i giv her a rose??
haiz...
tell ya tomolo!!!

if i can update la...




credits to:
REGINE/
RASYIQAH

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