haiz...

todae...

not that fun...
still very sad...

haiz...


in the morning...

heard her tokin bout her crush again...
haiz...
spoilt my dae...

haiz...

morning lessons are the same...
onli tat i gt scolded by art teacher as i didn managed to print pictures of butterfly...
haiz...
after recess,it was mother tongue class...
i gt some glimpse of her...
n was a bit delighted...
haiz...
after class,while walking back to class,i walked behind her...
heard her talking n giggled...
it was quite loud...
haiz...
sad sehk...
see her...
then she was looking at her fren looking at the back...
i know that she could see that i am looking at her...
n i know that she was trying not to see me...
haiz...
heart pain...
haiz...

then ,class continued as usual...
i was thinkin of her all the wae in class...
my thoughts of her were not drifting awae,instead,more came...
haiz...
then,during the history lesson,her classs was going somewhere...
i juz had the feeling to look at the back door after she had walked past the window...
guess wad...
i saw her lookin into my class...
i saw her eyes...
n i thinks she saw my eyes...
i think tats the first time we made eyee contact wit each other after a long long time...
haiz...
after she walked away...
i banged my head several times hard on my table...
haiz...
i wanted to faint...
but shermaine woke me up from all that by pinching her...
hax...
muz tank her...
hehe...

haiz...



skip to after sch...

the releive teacher was stnding outside my class...
then i saw qistina n IZZATI talking to the teacher...
they were very close to her since last her...
they were talking n i saw IZZATI leaning against the wall...
haiz...
i was admiring her when she suddenly looked in my class n saw me...
she backed off the wall...
i think she doesnt want to see my face...
thats why she backes of...
haiz...
sad...
heart pain...
haiz...

wad have i done wrong???
haiz...
why muz she do that???


at night...
i was o9...
gt her of9 msg...
n she said that if i didn know the whole story then i should keep my mouth shut...
haiz...
sad lehk...

i have thought of wad she said...
if i dunno the whole story then i should shut up...
so i made a promise to myself that imnot goin to tok if its not important...
im gonna keep my mouth shut...
haiz...
sad lehk...
im goin to emo till i know the whole story...
or atleast till she acccept me...
haiz...




credits to:
REGINE/
RASYIQAH








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