haiz...

me back again...

todae veri sad lahk...
she hurt me deeply...
haiz...


but me start from morning aite???


went to sch wit faiz as usual...
reach school n sat near her as usual...
said the pledge...
bla bla bla...

saw her quite a few times before goin back to class...
heard her laughter...
it brighten up my morning...

haiz...
in class...
study study study...
haiz...
recess...
sat in class...
watch the rain while thinkin about her...

recess over...
continue studying...

finish school...
go for mrs goh class...
start to make bread...
we can do any shape we want wit the given items...
the first thing that came to my mind was IZZATI...
haiz...
i made some heart shapes...
some letters...
n made more presentable one...
so i can giv her...
after baking...
all the shapes changed...
haiz...
i forgot thet the dough would expand after baking..
haiz...
i sad...
couldn giv her sometin nice todae...

WAIT!~!~!

forgot to sae this...
hafirul tokked to me again man!!!
he tokked to me as though he is innocent...
im still waitin for the word sorry to come out of his mouth...
he kept tokin to me as though nothing happened...
haha...
i didn tokked much to him...
juz a few words....

kk continue bout IZZATI...
haiz...
after cookin class...
went out of the room...
then saw azira n faiz...
faiz was waitin for me...
azira was waitin for IZZATI...
i told azira to pass the bread to IZZATI...
then i walked off..
stayed ot the street court for awhile...
saw her walkin ...
she walked past me then i saw her walking towards nabil...
didn know wad she did...
haiz...
when she was quite far awae...
i walked home...
walking towards nabil to give him a hand shake...
then he told me that she didn want the bread...
i asked him,wheres the bread...
then he said,he ate it alr...
haiz...
i was sad...
heartbroken...
hurt...
haiz...
i think she didn even take a glimpse on the bread n gave it to him...
haiz...
i walked home sadly with faiz...
haiz...

my emoing days wint gonna end...
its gonna be extended...
she took it for granted...
thinking that we're not fated...

haiz...

wad a sad thing...


sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad

haiz...




but whatever she do to make me hate her,i will be in love wit her more...
even if people sae that there are alot more gurls in the world,
theres onli 1 gurl in my heart...

n thats her...
and onli her...
no matter what...

i dun giv a damn to what people force me to do...
the onli thing that can try to do is to win her heart...

haiz...

she forms my heart...(other than god)
haiz...

onli for her i can do miracles... OTHER
onli for her i can study... THANonli for her i go to school... GOD
onli for her that im happy...
onli for her that im emoing...
onli for her that i have the feeling of love...
onli for her that i feel angry...
onli for her that i feel sad...
onli for her that i feel hurt...

haiz...

onli for her that im living...



be back soon...
haiz...





credits to:
REGINE/
RASYIQAH

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